auntblabby wrote:
I was regular 3 times today.
Aunt Blabby
last night, i gorged. ate more than the usual amount, by (2 servings bread), (3 servings fruit), one half serving chocolate. enjoyed it. ate slowly. not out of control
today, weighed the same amount as yesterday
went to the local university. 2 hour. rocks. bowel movement
Whole Foods. orange, Mediterranean exotic bean salad, kit kat.
office depot and chipotle total 90 minutes. fail
Whole Foods. epicurean tofu and mediterrean lentil salad 70 fail
felt ashamed, stupid, frustrated, disgusted.
no symptoms though
still not sick
got back to pigpen
10 minutes. rocks.
usually take three bowel movements per day
usually miss one or two bowel movements per day. today missed two in a row
that worries me so much though
feel full right now
but feel like gorging
wasted all that time in bathroom
nothing productive accomplished
loitering
holding grudges
eating
library
wishing i was smart enough to major in a subject that matched my autism symptoms
or at least wishing i was smart enough to major in something i liked or was good at
ended up with neither one
wish i majored in Theater. get those bottled up emotions up
anger management
Theater - a cross between English (playwriting) and psychology (relationships, emotions)
feel like gorging