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Not being able to update to ICS because I can't get back to stock recovery.

It makes me sad that I can't be as emotionally supportive towards my mom as she is towards me.

My mother just complained about my sensory issues again.

Sempiternal wrote:

MakaylaTheAspie wrote:

More pain. Whoopee.

I recall you not feeling well several days ago. Did you get ill?

No clue. I had some coffee today, so that made me a little less tired. I also have fibro mialgia.

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My nephew Coke needs to eat! Obviously we're related.

I tend to feel uncomfortable around people who are substantially older than me. So when one of the old people are pissed, I tend to feel extremely uncomfortable, especially when they slam the door. Not talking about my parents, though my mom could try to realize that I'm not going to read the Illiad with her, but that's a different issue that doesn't get me too worked up.

Also, Tomorrow, another day at the register. Its tough being a slow person at a fast paced job, so taking orders is sort of a pain. I think I might be able to get it soon, but I'm a very slow talker, I stutter, and people tend to become impatient with me.

centrelink is threatening to cut my comrade off in like 6 months or something and this is bad because her income isnt that big, she hasnt finished her degree and still has to do a diploma and she has mental health issues she has to worry about on top of this. she's worried she might be left with no way to financially support herself.

My boyfriend...

At least three times today he was dismissive of my sensory issues - he always is, it makes going anywhere with him hell because when I ask him to stop doing something (e.g. tapping on seats) he carries on regardless and makes some comment about it obviously not really bothering me or makes a huffing noise that basically means 'I don't give a toss'. Then there's the fact he pays no attention what-so-ever to the world around him, I suspect this is due to ADD which would be acceptable if not for the fact he refuses to acknowledge his actions let alone apologise or try to improve - for example he's constantly walking into people, but this is apparently not him at fault but down to either them or more often my fault..my anxiety level is always through the roof as a result of this. He constantly tries to grab at me or stroke me despite knowing how uncomfortable it makes me, then he sits in a huff and acts all passive-aggressive if I push him away or if I'm not as affectionate. I spend the day getting more upset because once I'm triggered off the sensory issues keep getting worse or because I keep getting wound-up due to his behaviour, but of course I can't say anything to him. Then we come home and once again he insists on attention, on my telling him every five minutes that I love him, and watching me like a hawk as he knows I'm talking to someone online.

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yakiniku!!

From yesterday, convoluted Perl scripts with no comments in them. Grr :/.

Sister and boyfriend continuing to make us prisoners in our own house.

It was hot yesterday, is going to be hot today, and is going to be hot every day for all of the 10 day forecast.

I have no way to keep cool and can't take this heat. If this keeps up for long I'm going to snap. I have an air conditioner but it's not big enough and doesn't keep the house cool. Once recently the room that the air conditioner was in was 89.

I really need an air conditioner in my bedroom but it has windows that you can't put one in.

I couldn't even sleep last night. My bedroom was in the mid 80s all night.

104 degrees. I see I am not the only one irritated by the heat. lol

I only saw my mom for less than 2 hours today. (Well technically yesterday since it's the wee hours of the morning)

my neck- i can't move it too far to the right or up or down and i can't make sudden movements with it without it hurting and it has been like this for the last two days. i can't explain why without it sounding like an old wives tale because it is: the wind "hit" me. it sounds even more dodgy in english.

forgot to add that today the council ignored its by laws and closed down our stall with the help of the cops. not just the stall but also our megaphoning(why the loud busking annoyed nobody is beyond me) and 3 red flags were "offending" people and what we were doing was classed as a "demostration" by the cops. this is bad because it could mean we have difficulty expressing our right to freedom of speech in the future. luckily a left wing lawyer we know who has defended us in the past was around. at least i got a couple of opportunities to cuss at racists.

One of those organs on wheels went the same way as me for about 2 streets x_x