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my comrade called me a little while ago and asked if she could drop her stuff off. i said fine. she turned up at my doorstep with my comrade and her things and proceeded to tell me why she was moving her stuff here and my god its just horrid! like she was totally screwed over by her potential landlord. she thought she could trust her because she is known by us- she was a former comrade and a friend to some of us but she mislead my comrade into thinking she was moving into some great place for $250 a week and so my comrade carted all her stuff to this place and when she got there and saw her room it wasnt even a room! it had three walls and no door and the stairs had no baulstrade and were narrow and the "room" itself was tiny. every sound from that room would have carried all over the house. she then decided, wisely to back out. the landlord then proceeded to call our comrades telling them about the "crime" my comrade had committed and telling them how she wouldnt pay 2 weeks rent. my comrade was there for an hour and she had to pay two weeks rent. not only that but another one of my comrades was going to move into a separate room in the place but now he's being forced to pay for his room and her room and at the same time his room is being leased to a couple for 2 weeks so he cant even move in! & added to that he is already in strife because he tried to find another person to live in the place he now lives in and did but they backed out last minute so he has to pay rent there too. so now one of my comrades has no place to go and another is paying rent for 3 different places. this is just so f#cking wrong. the landlord has also in the past exploited my other comrade who is a bosnian refugee and her mother for money. grade-A a***hole. grrrr.

Chemistry lab is so stressful! I just can't do it!

I feel that I've made a mistake by trusting the job placement specialist at Stepping Stones. Her and I seem to clash.

The fact that my class has graduated and left me behind and I'm still working to get my deploma from home schooling because I had to go there from being bullied by some of said classmates. I need a good book to put my head into so I can forget my troubles.

Having an anxiety attack accompanied by a meldown at work during a busy day while dealing with crowds of people.

this blasted cold. i thought it was abating but then every night it just gets worse and i start coughing like mad. even my internal monologue sounds congested. gah. i didnt sleep last night because of it.

Mp3 player is STILL misbehaving, and the bus to "Work" was so full when I got on it, I had to stand.

I can't volunteer today, because I have tendonitis all through my right leg and the back of my right ankle is stiff.

looking at the price of my textbooks for this term and also not being able to renew my library books for some reason.

i developed a craving for a simple "sausage sandwich", and my desire was thwarted.

a "sausage sandwich" is a simple compilation of a sausage cut into strips laid onto a buttered fresh bread slice, and topped with a small amount of fried onions and i like tomato sauce (not barbecue sauce) and topped with another buttered fresh bread slice.

so i merrily set off to the sandwich shop (8 km away!!) and i ordered the "sausage sandwich" and i was confronted with the information that they did not make "sausage sandwiches".

"what the hell can i do? " i thought. i started to wonder about going to the butchers to purchase a sausage, and prepare a sausage sandwich for myself, but i then read on the menu board of the shop (that could not do the sausage sandwich for me), that they did do ham and cheese and tomato toasted sandwiches.

i decided to buy one and broaden my culinary horizons, but i did not like it because i dislike the taste of slices of processed ham.

whatever.

Last edited by b9 on 11 Jul 2012, 8:11 am, edited 1 time in total.

I got stared at twice today but 2 different young girls. I was waiting outside a shop for my friend and just putting my purse into my bag (because I had just come out of the shop), and a girl walked by with a guy, and after the girl passed me I just happened to look up and caught sight of her looking right over her shoulder to stare at me for some reason (the guy wasn't, he was just talking to her). Then another young girl did the same thing, by then I was sitting on a bench just chatting to my friend, and a girl walked past then turned right around and looked at me for ages, so I gave her the ''what are you looking at?'' glare, and she turned away again and carried on walking.

This made me feel unhappy, because I was actually in a good mood today when I came out, and when I'm in a happy good I feel more confident too, and can walk up straight better and put on a sociable expression, which I know I can do well, and also knowing I don't do anything out of the ordinary anyway but still getting odd looks makes me feel so unhappy in myself. I know I shouldn't say this here really because all I get is assumptions that just because I'm an Aspie it means ''I am always doing something wrong without knowing and any compliments by NTs are all lies and are just said to make me feel better'', which is an offensive stereotype against Aspies and NTs that is just thrown around a lot here and is not a very helpful answer. Not all Aspies look unusual, and not all NTs lie.

Feeling stressed out and sad so far this week when it should have been happy.

Someone in a flatbed semi truck went up on my sidewalk, almost hit the front of my house, and knocked over the fire hydrant in front of my house.

The intenet at my Nanna's goes so slow, and I got annoyed when it stopped responding, and took ages to turn off. I hate it when the option comes up to "end now", so I click that, but oit doesn't and "now". So it lied.

Lennox the dog was murdered today, that has made me very unhappy.

That also makes me unhappy.

I also can't go to the 70s Dance at New Leaf tonight, because I have to be up early for work tomorrow. New Leaf is another clubhouse that's like Stepping Stones that's located in Surrey. There's also Whale House which is in White Rock.