Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I have one of those portable closets made of tubes with a cloth over it. Today my kitten started climbing on top of it and then crying because he can't get down by himself.

went to my grans sisters place today and her grandaughter was there with her friend and a kid. a song with raunchy bits came on on the tv and they decided to change it to something more age appropriate, the next channel had White Chicks on it which has a whole bunch of swears so they decided to change it. as a joke one of them suggestd we put The L Word on. the L stands for lesbian. they proceed to mke coments like "ssshh, dont say that in front of her" and when the kid asks what the L is one gives the other a glare for even mentioning it and they try to cover up the topic of the show and tell the kid it is "love" or "learn". they skipped through the L Word not because of the sex scenes but because of the lesbian content. like it was something pervered or dirty or immoral. like we were not the sort of things you should expose your kids to. it isnt ok to discuss same sex relationships but if its opposite sex then its a-ok. i just felt invisible and crap.

the other bad thing that happened today was that my tuesday schedule is totally screwed for the rest of the term. comrades organised caucus for right after tuesday stall which leaves me with no time to get to youthgroup. i dont know what im going to do. ive done this for a year. this is wrong. wrong wrong wrong. im going to go curl up soon in the dark and pretend it didnt happen.

My mother went out today to a place I like to go to but I can't go because the cat can't be left home alone. This is the second time I missed going because of the cat.

If I left him alone he would get into mischief and possibly get hurt or do damage to things, he doesn't like being alone for too long, and he still eats every 3 to 4 hours and won't eat anything but canned and that can't be left out all day. Plus there is no way for me to make sure he leaves the rat alone if no one is here. The only way would be to shut one of them in a hot room with no air conditioning which would be bad.

I just got the Terraria 4 pack on Steam which is basically the game Terraria for me and some gift codes for my friends. I gave my codes to my friends and this 3rd person I don't know and just play Left 4 Dead 2 with. He claimed that he had always wanted to play it so I gave him a gift code.

We all get on a server together and join up in a steam group chat and I'm trying to teach my 2 friends how to play Terraria as I was reading how to play it before I bought it. In the middle of my explanations and hands on teaching my acquaintance decided to invite his friend from school. my acquaintance and his friend both had set their microphone sensitivity too high and from then on everything that I was trying to say would be repeated two fold and I could hear every bit of their noisy background noise.

This in turn made me talk slower and overwhelmed me to no end as well as giving me a headache. Then he proceeds to tell his friend and I that he wants to make a you tube series on the game, he's all motivated, but says that he wants to do it on a "different" server. Nothing was wrong with the server we where on. I was not going to abandon my only 2 good friends just so he can be pompous on youtube -.-

More gloomy weather, i want some sunshine so i can take a bike trip :/

More unprovoked taunting from females again. The people just don't seem to f*****g get it.

My sister wouldn't leave ma alone at the computer, so now I only have half an hour left.

I'm so exhausted. My doctor says I will feel much better in a week or so when my tablets start to work but today I was so tired I could hardly eat and when I got back from running errands I fell asleep on the sofa for hours. I just feel awful and I'm frustrated because I have things to do but I'm too tired.

I'm still coughing

Not getting any sleep and my fingers are in pain

^Oh no.


Getting upset which has given me a headache.

I got on the scale for the first time in a couple of months...

Lack of sleep, tired, i need to get my meds at the pharmacy and i hate it there because people always hold up the line for hours just because they have a pimple on their nose instead of making an appointment, really bad weather, being the only colorful person outside, all those sour faces outside, dogs that bothered me in the forest and scared me, and not feeling good in general, and being frustrated about the fact that my mom finally has holidays but almost 2 weeks have past and there's only one left for her after that and we haven't much at all since the weather has been terrible >:o And suddenly my server hosting doesn't work anymore for a game so i can't play with my friend anymore and then i port forwarding but i can't acess my router for some weird reason even though it worked about a week ago with the same information, and the insane noise caused by the neighbours all day, and that i don't feel like doing anything at all and my anxiety attacks of the last few days, i think that's all for now, sorry for the huge rant but all this makes me unhappy x_x

cold flaring up at night. im tired.

My Mum forgot to get more tea, and I forgot to ask her if she remebered last night so I could go and get some from the shop if he remembered. So this morning, when I remembered there was no tea, I had no time to get some more and I wanted a hot drink to make me feel less tired and make my throat feel less rough (as it does in the mornings), so I had to have coffee instead.