07 Feb 2009, 10:36 pm
Ack. No.
As a Mum myself, that breaks my heart. Wishing you better days.I told my doctor (also a mother) this whilst dealing with depression issues, and the visible look of pain on her face made me feel ashamed and unable to see my doctor again because I know that she must think I am sub-human.
07 Feb 2009, 10:41 pm
Ack. No.
As a Mum myself, that breaks my heart. Wishing you better days.I told my doctor (also a mother) this whilst dealing with depression issues, and the visible look of pain on her face made me feel ashamed and unable to see my doctor again because I know that she must think I am sub-human.
No, she doesn't see you as sub-human. That's not what it is. When you have a child, it's like seeing your heart existing outside of your own body. It's a part of you existing outside of your own body. Her look of pain is her realization of how painful things are for YOU right now, and her wanting to make it bettter for you.
When you are in the darkness of depression (I've been there and I have attempted to take my own life and was, thankfully, unsuccesful) it is hard to see that it is only a moment. It isn't your entire exsistence. It's merely a moment. Painful? Yes. Sometimes desperately so. But a moment, will pass. I hope you can regain some focus. Hugs.
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07 Feb 2009, 11:34 pm
I confess that I really enjoy using my new speech control software
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08 Feb 2009, 3:32 am
I confess....I'm in a pretty good mood today because one of my best friends stopped over to visit, unexpectedly. It was welcome company. 
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08 Feb 2009, 3:38 am
I confess I can give a drawing of every molecule that is currently having an odd effect on my brain at the moment 
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08 Feb 2009, 4:45 pm
08 Feb 2009, 5:13 pm
I confess.....I have no comments, questions, ideas, or anything to say, lately. Not sure why, but my mind seems to be in "neutral". 
08 Feb 2009, 6:18 pm
08 Feb 2009, 6:20 pm
Same here a lot of the time.
08 Feb 2009, 8:29 pm
I confess that I wonder if it's because someone was picking your brain so much for the past few weeks that your brain is now really, really, reeeeeallly tired. You never know. Could happen.
I confess that I'm about do weights while watching the Grammy's! Be back in awhile with sore arms.
08 Feb 2009, 8:29 pm
08 Feb 2009, 9:45 pm
08 Feb 2009, 11:13 pm
I confess I haven't had a shower at all this weekend. 
But geez, I haven't had to go anywhere or do anything this weekend so whatever.
09 Feb 2009, 12:38 am
Strapples
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09 Feb 2009, 2:40 am
I confess I am depressed right now.
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09 Feb 2009, 8:20 am
I confess that there are still some people who DO NOT take a hint that is glaringly obvious to them that are irritating me
I also confess events have transpired my way a lot lately 
I also confess that I'm trying to tidy up
