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My guitar calluses are gone after six months of neglection

A couple of people have been particularly rude and insensitive towards me. I have been in tears a lot since yesterday.

While on vacation with my brother, my parents (at home) decided to clean my room. In the process of cleaning my room, they lost my job nametag. Without my nametag, i lose credibility at work. I already have a strike against me for missing one day and i just want to work without worry. Supposedly, i got a job to become more responsible. i can't be more responsible when my parents won't even accept that i don't care about how my room looks.

My friend's mother won't let her go to the pool today. Darn. Maybe next time.

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My nephew Coke needs to eat! Obviously we're related.

I only have 2 more days to use my mom's computor

i sort of got invited to a wedding. im happy for my comrade if getting married is what she wants to do but me at a wedding. im kinda scared. theres gonna be lots of people there and i dont really have clothes and i dont really know what the dress code is and how am i supposed to act around the people and what are you supposed to give as a gift(she said money but how much?) and what if i have to go to the reception where there will be dancing and talking and crowds and light and loud music and people. i shall die. i will probably end up in the toilet like i always do crying and trying to not meltdown. i really do not want to go but it is my comrades wedding... i hope she forgets to send me an invite.

My friend's still being a complete jerk for no reason at all. Some friend!

So first of all, I wait for someone on anotehr site to show up so I can tell them why I didn't come back yesterday, due to the internet connection not working. And they didnt show up for ages. Then, when they did, they say they're going away next week, so I won't see them lots, if at all.

I feel sick and soon my mother will be going out and leaving me home alone and sick.

Today the cat realized that he could get up on the dining room table where the rat cage is so now I'm going to have to figure out how to keep the cat and rat apart. If it was cold weather it would be easier. I have heat in my bedroom but no air conditioning.

I had my recurring dream last night about our having moved out of our current place and back into our old place. I'm always so distressed in those dreams. There are so many reason why we would never move back there in real life and it's not like my mother could make us move without my cooperation. Moving here was my first real move that I remember and it took so long to pack and was such a pita. It was expensive too. Movers are expensive.

My job placement specialist knows absolutely nothing about Mental Health issues.

the grocery store, need I elaborate?

People wasting time for no particular reason. I made it clear that I wanted to do something before we left, and I never did, because everyone was busy just standing around, doing nothing.

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My nephew Coke needs to eat! Obviously we're related.

A big fight with mom yesterday because of certain issues.

The lens in my glasses came out so I'll have to go the the optomitrist on Monday to get them fixed the frame is broken too, Luckily I have a spare pair.

Hearing that fewer people are watching a Batman movie because some butt hole shot up a theater.

That I don't have any idea of how to do things I want to in life. I'm not even sure if I'm entitled to such things, as I can't think of a convincing reason .