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I am really thankful for healthcare.gov.

the past

Should I make quinoa salad or squid salad or both for dinner tomorrow?

Where should I buy the ingredients? The shops nearest me or the bigger shopping center two stops from my train station?

At which of the two Dômes should I have iced coffee tomorrow after work?

Life is full of important decisions to make. I wish someone made all the decisions for me.

Why was the alien on the site logo intentionally drawn poorly?

Why does this badass music only have 5,000 views?

Why am I such a hipster?

Why isn't there a better word for non-conformists, than hipster, because ironically hipsters conform?

33.3333... relates to the metaphysical nothing.

The more I think about it, the more likely I think it is that my father has Aspergers. Not a man of textbook "standard intelligence" he is however very successful with what he applies himself to and usual rises to the top, such as when he used to be a prominent manger of a grocery store chain in Iowa and now he is very successful at selling insurance. He also got in trouble at his first job and eventually fired because of internal company politics. I believe he long ago figured out how to adapt to the social environment. He's good at formal language and selling a pitch, but he has few to no close friends, which extends back to his childhood. He doesn't have many stories. He also remained mostly single until he was 27. And the intensity of his interests rivals my own, his love of REM, Steven King, and sappy Kevin Cosner films. He collects that stuff like crazy, or he used to anyways, been pretty depressed the last few years with the divorce and the major job change. He is pretty ridged in his thinking, although he's not a standard republican, he's got what might be considered by some to be odd ideas. I'm almost certain that I inherited it from him, but I'll never bring it to him, he's not one for labels and getting help. He has gone through some rough times, but he seems content, so why stir the pot now. My older brother may have it as well, but hes never very enthused about me having gotten a diagnosis so I'll just leave him alone as well.

CAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRSSSSSSS!! !! !! !!111

Every time I see ONE OF THOSE I groan with limerance.

I'm thinking about various things either from my childhood past or the unknown future..

Pity is a four letter word. I want nothing to do with it. I'm autistic and I'm happy to be alive.

Crystal skulls. I need one.

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-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

Life is so surreal right now

Despite looking male for the most part (I guess because of my face and attire), my measurements are more similar to that of a female (my sister in particular) than the majority of males.
That, along with the fact that I was a "late bloomer", in many ways didn't masculinize as much as my peers, and a couple of other things have lead me to wonder if I might have an intersex condition.

I feel like I really need to know ASAP.

Today I read on Wiki that several characters in Animal Crossing that are classified as female in the games' English versions are actually male in Japan - Sahara the camel, Katrina the fortune-teller, and even Gracie the giraffe. It seems that in Japan cross-dressing or being transgender is more acceptable, but there's nothing wrong with that and it's not what bothers me. What really bothers me is that now the cast of Animal Crossing seems somewhat more dominated by males and it's kind of like back when men used to play all the female parts in plays but that was when women weren't allowed to do much of anything. I also read that Isabelle in New Leaf might have a bit of a crush on the mayor even if it's a girl villager, but so far I haven't seen any real evidence of this.

I remember in the first Animal Crossing Gracie would sometimes mistake my girl character for a female impersonator, and then when she realized her mistake, she starts saying how I looked kind of masculine but then she stops. She has always been one of my least favorite AC characters due to her arrogance and insults although she does have really some cool clothes. Also Katrina used to speak in a more masculine voice, but I assumed that was because she was older (not as old as say Tortimer but older than the female animals with the "snooty" personality, who are the oldest females and maybe something like in their mid-late 30's)

Thinking of how sometimes I feel like a mutant from the x-men series as, though I don't have any special powers but, due to my awkward physical form, I have been able to do things that require a great amount of flexibility though, most people look at me strangely because of my form..

Not much......

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Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

Not a great deal at this current point in time..