b9 wrote:
i am not upset that i am not funny, i kind of enjoy it.
one of the most hilarious aspects of my private humor is that others seem so gravely unmoved by it. it adds to my mirth in a sick way and i spasm out in my own private laughter attack and when i look back up and see all the concerned faces i become hysterical with laughter.
people at work are told "just let him calm down by himself and you guys get back to work".
even that is funny. it is like a mental itch i have that can only be scratched by laughing or something. but if you scratch an itch, it often becomes itchier. no one else shares it however.

That is so well described! I am that way; the more people look confused, the funnier it gets, until I am nearly in hysterics.

I'm laughing right now, imagining those perturbed, clueless faces...
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