Found out the back fence between me and unit 8 is damaged thanks to the strong winds. If it didn't have that bamboo screening on that unit 8 put up it'd probably be less worse for wear atm (it turned the fence into a wind barrier).
And I've almost ran out of tissues again. I bought 2 boxes of 250 tissues on Wednesday and they're almost gone!
Joined: 17 Feb 2012 Age: 42 Gender: Male Posts: 13,051 Location: San Jose
11 Aug 2012, 1:07 am
It was a busy day and everyone was yelling at me and blaming me for crap I had no control over at work leading me to having a meltdown after one of my supervisors took his anger out on me and I snapped and put him in his place then feeling guilty after wards. He apologized to me afterwards though and said he was the one out of line.
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Joined: 17 Apr 2011 Age: 33 Gender: Female Posts: 2,735 Location: the old country
11 Aug 2012, 2:48 am
i just came back from the same sex marriage rally and post rally meeting. both were good but im so tired. the meeting especially was draining. all the noise and the people all so close together and the heat and the music blending with their voices all on top of each other and there was strange disco lighting downstairs and the smell of alcohol everywhere. how are they ok with it all? why dont they react adversly to it? how is it that they can stand it? like what gives? my comrade noticed i looked anxious which was really embarrassing. and at the rally i was tied up with campaign work so i couldnt do socialist work like i usually do. i was upset about this but i mostly shut up about it.
Joined: 17 Apr 2011 Age: 33 Gender: Female Posts: 2,735 Location: the old country
12 Aug 2012, 7:48 am
im behind in my studies. i was supposed to write 500 words today and study for a quiz i have tomorrow and a bunch of other things i was supposed to do but i dont know how thats gonna go. it's 12 to 11.
Joined: 28 Dec 2011 Age: 35 Gender: Female Posts: 224
12 Aug 2012, 9:19 am
I'm starting fresh at a new university tomorrow, and I'm really scared one of the older students in the (for lack of better translated term) buddy-system is a guy from high school who suddenly started hating me, spreading hateful rumours about me and repeatedly texted my boyfriend that he'd (boyfriend) be way better off if he'd (still boyfriend) never even met me.
Joined: 24 Feb 2007 Age: 34 Gender: Female Posts: 19,801 Location: The Gem State
12 Aug 2012, 4:48 pm
More bittersweet than sad, but last night I realized that the way my mind works has changed... Instead of obsessing over one or two things to the exclusion of all else like I did when I was younger, I have multiple interests that I enjoy to varying degrees. It's sweet because variety is fun, but bitter because I worry that this makes me less autistic.
Joined: 14 Oct 2009 Age: 48 Gender: Male Posts: 6,407
12 Aug 2012, 7:19 pm
Randian Fools.
Did it bold did that get your attention
Sorry I just got "lectured" by one of these fools.
After 11 year on disability what am I supposed to do for work spare me this "job snob" nonsense employers are even more guilty of this.
Perhaps a chimney sweep governor ?
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Joined: 14 Oct 2009 Age: 48 Gender: Male Posts: 6,407
12 Aug 2012, 8:02 pm
Having to lower myself to their level to fit in.
This job hunting is sure gonna be fun.
Please sir can I have some more?
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Joined: 24 Feb 2007 Age: 34 Gender: Female Posts: 19,801 Location: The Gem State
13 Aug 2012, 12:32 am
I feel stupid about what I posted earlier, about having many interests instead of a few. I do have special interests as well as other things that I simply enjoy. I should listen to what my mom says and not over-analyze things when I'm emotionally sensitive (well, more so than usual anyway).
I feel stupid about what I posted earlier, about having many interests instead of a few. I do have special interests as well as other things that I simply enjoy. I should listen to what my mom says and not over-analyze things when I'm emotionally sensitive (well, more so than usual anyway).
I actually wish I had more interests, so I had more in common with people, as well as having a better personality. I think I'm boring.