A confession....
Lately I'm more lurking, reading stuff folks post here, where I post less and less. Maybe it's because I'm not much of a multitasker and there are things happening in my life that kind of overwhelm me. It all is a bit too much for me again, I guess. Talking to folks about my 'deviation', fitnessing/ exercising, meetings with all sorts of folk and a job on the horizon.
Things people write and post here, sometimes make a big impact on me also. I'm quite sensitive (with little resistance, I suppose) plus a compulsive thinker and those two combined could mean quite some trouble sometimes. Lacking a sufficient brake system, so to say, is part of it too. I have the tendency to go on and on.
I have to set my priorities straight and focus on the job, not to let myself get too much distracted but that's something I seem to have trouble with. Nothing new but I really want this to work. The pressure one puts on oneself. Mea Culpa, most of it, yeah but I really want to try being a part of this society again and try to help a growing up fellow autispectrumi a bit. (~the job)
I can do this. Let the strong wish I have to do so make it possible.
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