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ive been there too. man it is awful isn't it!

ive been there too. man it is awful isn't it!

me. i made me unhappy today. i suck. i fail. fail whale. a human fail whale. stupid me.

Hearing about Director Tony Scott's death.

Living.

Being me.

being stressed about our presentation and being late to class because of it and having my whole days rountine disrupted. i wasnt able to go to youth group to get food and won't be able to for a few days or go shopping. i have completely run out of food now. i'll have to visit the welfare room tomorrow.

Plans changing with not much warning.

Warm weather, breaks in schedule, arguing parents.

Seen an attractive girl, actually a couple, but I didn't let it bother me much. It might later on.

My mom took me to the bank and my college's bookstore, but we had to stop at the insurance agency so my mom could sign her house insurance forms. A quick stop turned into an entire hour, because my mom is chatty and thus kept talking about her new house. My society anxiety and Asperger's made me feel uncomfortable and overwhelmed. Every time the insurance agent would ask me a question, I knew I had to make eye contact. It gave me a very intense flight-or-fight sort of feeling like looking into people's eyes usually does. I hate how social interaction has to be so difficult.

Cat threw up on the carpet. And, it was from eating too much, so there was a lot of it.

My cat recently did his first puke that looked like a poop. He hadn't thrown up in many weeks and that was the first time I ever saw that and didn't know they existed. I thought it was poop at first but when I looked closer and smelled it I could tell it was cat food.

slow in getting my assignment done. the topic is interesting but i can't seem to focus on anything. i have to write 1000 words before friday.

also i had to go to a meeting today that the greens called so that we could plan something around all the stuff thats been happening with refugees. their idea of an event was screening go back to where you came from. by itself it was a good idea but it's next week, late in the term, we are only building it through facebook and we arent going to leaflet or poster for it and we are only inviting our friends. worst way to raise awareness ever. it's so inward looking. sigh. and one of the people there was a nitwit. upon learning of the existance of an ethnic officer he enquired as to whether there was a "white officer". and we also resolved to write letters to politicians. wtf? politicians already know the country doesnt like offshore processing/mandatory detention/the fact that the government has no soul. sending them a scathing letter will do zero. i at least hope i can make it abusive.

A fly went in my coffee. Gah, really?

A new co-worker. I know it isn't a valid reason to dislike someone, but her voice makes me itch