Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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1. I was late to school.

2. Today's French lesson was tedious.

3. Over half of my maths homework was wrong.

4. The realization that I haven't been a good friend to an Aspie friend.

5. I was physically and emotionally bullied by some brutes who are over a year older than me.

6. Those same guys tried to hurt an Autistic girl.

7. I waited 35 minutes in the lunch queue only to be served an old sandwich that was practically falling to pieces.

8. In my anger related to the previous incidents, I was very rude to a friendly learning assistant.

9. I am very confused and anxious because my NT friend is giving me very mixed messages and I don't know if he still likes me.

10. I have an agonizing headache that began 4 hours ago and my condition hasn't improved since.

11. The realization that an Aspie I know is an absolute douchebag and that he continually tries to manipulate me.

12. A crazy, possibly narcissistic girl is deliberately antagonising me and trying to use my Aspie traits to her advantage.

13. I've just remembered that I have 3 pages of long division homework to do! As the brand new saying I have invented goes: "no rest for those who have been victimized by the universe and it's wicked ways".

Seriously, if one more bad thing happens tonight, expect to be hearing "Scottish boy suffering from Asperger's Syndrome goes on homicidal rampage" in the news tomorrow.

The DWP just can't leave me alone which stresses me out and also not having enough energy to do the things I want to a lot lately.

the person who lives upstairs is starting to annoy me. it's a share house but she doesn't do anything. my comrade mostly does the work(which is unfair and i should try harder as well) and after my comrade it's me who does work as well but person upstairs makes mess and doesnt clean at all. and she doesnt even feed the cat anymore, not even if the cat is starving and nobody else is at home. i understand she has lots of work to do but feeding the cat takes one minute.

my cold is still here also. everything is just blocked up. i can not smell anything and food just tastes like a pale shadow of what it was. if it wasn't for the texture and empty feeling i get when i'm hungry i just wouldnt bother with food. i sound nasal even to myself.

edit:OMG i just cleaned the kitchen and she walks in, cooks food, leaves and i walk back in and the kitchen floor and oven are covered with large red splotchy stains! i just swept, mopped and wipped the stove top and benches! Fuuuuuu. i just finished removing all the other stains she's left over the last week. including the cat poop she stepped in stain. not happy.

Well that's not laziness that's just being an @ no offense you need to accept most people on this planet only give a $%^T about themselves. And when you challenge them they will bite and hard.


2 examples since where on that theme : Body corporate manger asks me to do the bins (for Free) I ask him why me and for free he gets angry and starts attacking me and hangs up on me. The fool rings back and says for $ 40 a month (I do it free now not sure why I bother.)If this is the treament I get



The old fart died (good riddance) and we have a moronic owner who said he'd do the body corporate, i requested a copy (by letter) of the insurance and a valuation report , by law it needs to be done every 5 years considering I haven't received a copy in 15 years I presume it has not been done (not unheard of) + 2 questions , 2 weeks latter nothing .

I suspect it could get ugly...

Finished Crisis Core again, and man is that ending sad.

i get revenge on the person upstairs by eating bits of her food and drinking her milk. she probably doesnt notice but it makes me feel better. body corporate managers are useless. i worked in a real estate agents office and came into contact with them and they were all nitwits who did nothing.

what made me unhappy today was a text i got from my youthgroup. it reads:

we're moving for real. for really real. moving to someplace different and if its on the train that means it is in a whole other suburb. i dont know if i should go to youthgroup tomorrow. this feels like one of those movie scenes where somebody dies and you cannot look away. what if this screws up tuesdays? or saturdays? what if i cant get there on time between classes and youthgroup is far away from where i live and its just not there anymore? the building wont smell the same. why cant things just never ever change?!

my god i just looked in on the sydney morning herald page for the first time in ages and it's moved further to the right. like i knew politics in general were moving right-ward but wow it is sorta surprising how fast it did.

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In the early hours of the morning, seeing a huge great spider in my room!

I hate change as well. In canada our newspapers are going really rightward as well. I can't hardly look at them anymore.

My sister has a friend over, so in her mind it automatically makes me her slave. She tried to force me to order pizza, and make ME pay for it. She also wants me to clean up the kitchen, which SHE and her friend trashed.

There's other stuff I'd rather not mention, or I'd go into a full-on rant.

I bought a plushie on Ebay and the seller can't even find it in her house to ship it to me. Its been at least two days and she still hasn't found it.

Yeah, it was the same here; I'm trying not to think about how much of the juices seeped into the carpet.

...And today my cat brought in a still-alive mouse and dropped it. I think the mouse is hiding under the piano, but it could be anywhere at this point.

My friend being mad at me over the phone.

I really want to watch my favorite movies and cartoons, but there's just no ideal time of day to do that now.

You see, 11 - 11:30 PM used to be my ideal movie watching time, since no one else was around yet it was still early enough in the night that I could spend a couple of hours pacing afterwards (watching my favorite movies gives me an overwhelming urge to pace due to the excitement they cause me).

But ever since my brother graduated from high school, he has been staying up later than he did before. And by the time he goes to bed, it's too late for me to watch my movies. He usually doesn't use the TV, but something inside me just doesn't want to watch movies when I know that there are other people around. I think part of it is because I know that if other people are around, it is inevitable that I will get interrupted at least once, and part of it is because I want to engage in my special interests in private.

Watching movies during the day is even more out of the question, because my dad is home in addition to my brother, and my dad is even more likely to interrupt me than my brother is.

On a similar note, I really want to watch Adventure Time and Regular Show, which air on a regular basis throughout the day on Cartoon Network, but the problem is that they usually come on around the time that my mom gets home from work. Not only is that dinner time for my family, but I also want to spend time with my mom. She refuses to watch cartoons with me because she says that she's watched too much animation throughout the years and is sick of it. So watching my shows is inconvenient in all kinds of ways. This wouldn't be a problem at all if they were available to stream on Netflix, like MLP:FiM is, but noooo....

Special interests, why must you be so difficult to indulge in!? Ugh.

I don't feel good today mentally and i'm in pain :/

Somebody stop the hair pulling for me, please!

i smell like orange flavoured toilet cleaning spray. also i really don't like it when relatives call me and pretend they care about me when i moved out 19 weeks ago and they were clearly cutting me off. do they really think i'm that stupid though? it's like you didn't call for 19 weeks and i'm just supposed to think you care now? gimme a break.

forgot to mention the large number of racists who came up to us at the stall today while we were petitioning for refugee rights. unbelievable. it's only going to get worse.