Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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Today, I was close to be attacked by a cow.

I feel like I'm starting to come down with something. It could very well be the smoke from the wildfires, which is very thick like a fog. But it's just as likely that I really am coming down with something, given that I haven't been feeling like myself lately (like a child, I tend to become much more emotional when I am coming down with an illness). I guess time will tell. If I start running a fever, then I'll know that it's not the smoke.

My throat feels like it's been scraped with razors.
DO NOT WANT.

I really need to get a handle on myself again, I've been all over the place lately, mentally and emotionally.

I suspect the constant social crap is making it markedly worse, but I can't retreat from it like I usually would.
This is what happens when I try to take on too much at once.
And then I go and try to do too much again because I get frustrated that things aren't happening fast enough.

i visited my littlest sister today because i haven't seen her in many weeks which i liked but my parents were obviously there. my dad spent the entire time digging into me and being classist and ableist to me. i swear he has a permanent stick lodged up his anus.
i also got greeted by my next door neighbour. i used to think this was a good thing but then he badmouthed my comrade/housemate and it was awkward because i do not like it when people talk badly of people i know behind their backs and also she is a good person and i owe her heaps. he also asked me personal questions about my relationship with my parents which i do not want to discuss with the random next door.
the cat also vomited and ate it. it has vomited before but i have never seen her eat it and seeing as the last cat i had that did that had worms and had to be put down this doesn't make me feel easy.

There's going to be 50+ people in my house in less than an hour.

I didn't get to see my loverboy today.

I wouldn't worry about it their a lost call for gawds sake why would these people stop in nations that are non signatory?*



The politicians should be ashamed of themselves even if they feel racism towards them migration expands gdp at worst it's revenue neutral. Just come out and say you don't like them once and for all and I'd have a little more respect for them ! (I thought it's allways about the economy)



* Sadly I have yet to see a Internet journalist (have you ) make this claim when the politicians accuse them of being "illegal" not even at the Abc (can't blame them really when their on a government leash )

That chick on the ABC 7.30 Report goes a bit hard at least

Last edited by aussiebloke on 26 Aug 2012, 8:27 pm, edited 1 time in total.

You have a loverboy the cat ?

I got jealous and moody again. I really hate myself for that. I try so hard to overcome my flaws and sometimes I think I'm doing well, only to have them creep up on me again.

The fact that I wasn't here yesterday, and I'm going out today so I may not be here later when more people are online. So I won't have talked to my online friends on another site for 2 days.

i know right? why would they stop some place they know will be hell? i know i shouldn't let it get to me but when people come up to me and theyre all like "they're gonna take our jobs, taxes will go up because of refugees, theyre illegal, hoards of them will come if we let some in, what if theyre terrorists?, theyre jumping the queue, theyre taking the real refugees spaces- why dont they wait in the camps?, refugees from indonesia and china arent legitimate" it just depresses me. politicians should be ashamed of themselves indeed. it's good knowing that there are other people on the right side of this debate: on the side of asylum seekers.

today i ripped a hole in an awkward part of my pants and didnt notice. it was fairly sizeable and located on my upper-inner thigh area. hoping nobody saw. i sewed it back up but, alas, i cannot sew well. good thing i was wearing my mens hoodie- its big enough to be a dress and hides much of that area.
and i got patronised by people.
also the cats dug up my majoram again and it looks near dead.

I misjudged the mood of one of my spiders and tried to pick something up out of its box. The spider was in a very feisty mood and I misjudged that, it got really pissed off and kicked a bunch of hairs at me. I moved my face out of the way but some of them landed on my arms and my foot. They kinda sting - very much like a nettle sting only from a small spider like this one not quite so bad. I'm not so concerned for myself I just don't like stressing my animals out to the point where they resort to those measures.

Asthma attacks. f**k that s**t.
Tomorrow I'm seeing if I can get an inhaler; I don't care if my asthma only comes on after a cold, it is getting on my nerves in a serious way.

watching a stupid doco about autism. it's stupid. very stupid. i also decided not to got to the picket line tomorrow- im sick and tired. i cant do it. oh and today in my stupid intro to criminal justice class we learned that young people are criminals and the reason for this is that we are biologically programmed to commit crime. especially men.

I was gone for 2 weeks because I went to Vermont to see my girlfriend. The house was a huge mess when I came back Saturday evening because my parents had started cleaning out a room that's been used for storage; my mom was a teacher but she retired a year ago & the room had a lot of her school stuff & other things in there. One side of the hall is full of stuff, the livingroom, & dinningroom & some of the kitchen has stuff spread out too. What p!sses me off is that I live in south Louisiana & we had a hurricane threat when I got home. My parents have/had a lot of stuff outside that needed to be picked up inside like plants in pots, lots of lawn/garden type decorations, benches & other furniture. We had to rush to move a bunch of sh!t & my dad's very disorganized & doesn't plan projects out well so things are a lot more complicated, stressful, confusing, & work than they need to be. The hurricane was supposed to hit late today, tonight or tomorrow but it's still a tropical storm so my dad decided to go to work instead of worrying about the other stuff we haven't picked up because it probably doesn't need to be now. My back is pretty sore today & the rest of my body is sore & I'm frustrated from the stress of the last couple days. At least I can relax now but I'm p!ssed that the weather people were trying to scare us.