MmeLePen wrote:
Ah, hon..chill...
You sound like my bipolar brother-in-law. Not very becoming ...
The fact that you're looking to off "strangers" tells me you have a lot going on - and you're worth saving.
The funny part is you will probably end up in a very high-powered, fullfilling job. You have such impossible standards - if you play it right - the world will be your oyster. (I love that saying!)
Hmm, I didn't think about that. Wow, what has happened to me this week? I didn't used to be like this. I was much more peaceful than this.
I say things like that but I doubt I actually would do them, yet anyway. I'm going to bring this up when I go see my therapist Wednesday so this won't get any worse. I'm not quite at the level I made myself sound like but I fear it I could be if this mess with my step-dad and his folks continues.
I confess I'm glad that you pointed that out to me. You may have opened my eyes before it was too late. There really has been a lot going on, too much for me to handle. This whole ordeal has been driving me crazy! I was never like this until now. I'm ashamed of that earlier post and others like it. I don't want this to go on anymore.
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