08 Mar 2009, 1:56 am
You sound like my bipolar brother-in-law. Not very becoming ...
The fact that you're looking to off "strangers" tells me you have a lot going on - and you're worth saving.
The funny part is you will probably end up in a very high-powered, fullfilling job. You have such impossible standards - if you play it right - the world will be your oyster. (I love that saying!)
Hmm, I didn't think about that. Wow, what has happened to me this week? I didn't used to be like this. I was much more peaceful than this.
I say things like that but I doubt I actually would do them, yet anyway. I'm going to bring this up when I go see my therapist Wednesday so this won't get any worse. I'm not quite at the level I made myself sound like but I fear it I could be if this mess with my step-dad and his folks continues.
I confess I'm glad that you pointed that out to me. You may have opened my eyes before it was too late. There really has been a lot going on, too much for me to handle. This whole ordeal has been driving me crazy! I was never like this until now. I'm ashamed of that earlier post and others like it. I don't want this to go on anymore.
Don't worry about your reactions. Allow yourself to be pissed off! Then counter it by shoving your success and happiness up they're loser, rednec asses! (Don't know if they are rednecks - but they sound like it.)
08 Mar 2009, 1:58 am
Goodnight sir
08 Mar 2009, 2:59 am
sweet. 
08 Mar 2009, 4:38 am
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08 Mar 2009, 6:21 am
08 Mar 2009, 2:04 pm
I confess I've been out for a drive
08 Mar 2009, 4:31 pm
I confess that i`ve been eating this vitamin/mineral
supplement, with food of course, and now i cut my
nails every 3 days or so and my hair have started a
life on its own, it grows like crazy in lenght and stands
out in every direction so either it works or i
should go to a doctor
I look like this minus the red color
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08 Mar 2009, 6:48 pm
I confess the situation with my step-dad has gotten worse, so much so that I think we may have to move. 
There are so many people involved now so I'm not going to get involved in it any more. I'm not ruining my life because of that worthless bastard. All of my step-dad's brothers and sisters are pissed at him, let them take care of him.
08 Mar 2009, 7:08 pm
There are so many people involved now so I'm not going to get involved in it any more. I'm not ruining my life because of that worthless bastard. All of my step-dad's brothers and sisters are pissed at him, let them take care of him.
That blows. Move to a new house or a new town?
08 Mar 2009, 7:10 pm
I confess I feel I need to gloat that only 24 hours after becoming a driver I have been let loose with a minivan 
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08 Mar 2009, 7:12 pm
There are so many people involved now so I'm not going to get involved in it any more. I'm not ruining my life because of that worthless bastard. All of my step-dad's brothers and sisters are pissed at him, let them take care of him.
That blows. Move to a new house or a new town?
New town. I would like to move closer to the rest of the family, especially granny. Her health is bad and getting worse.
08 Mar 2009, 7:17 pm
There are so many people involved now so I'm not going to get involved in it any more. I'm not ruining my life because of that worthless bastard. All of my step-dad's brothers and sisters are pissed at him, let them take care of him.
That blows. Move to a new house or a new town?
New town. I would like to move closer to the rest of the family, especially granny. Her health is bad and getting worse.
Good. A new town sounds perfect.
08 Mar 2009, 7:18 pm
There are so many people involved now so I'm not going to get involved in it any more. I'm not ruining my life because of that worthless bastard. All of my step-dad's brothers and sisters are pissed at him, let them take care of him.
That blows. Move to a new house or a new town?
New town. I would like to move closer to the rest of the family, especially granny. Her health is bad and getting worse.
Good. A new town sounds perfect.
08 Mar 2009, 7:41 pm
The Sarah McLachlan ASPCA commercials make me cry.
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08 Mar 2009, 7:43 pm
Yeah. I'm tired of this place anyway, too many bad memories.
I'm not going to let this whole ordeal make me the monster I was becoming any more. From now on, I'll just let things take care of themselves. I realized (with a little help
) that I am too good to ruin my life this way. It's a good thing I came to that realization because things got a lot worse today.
08 Mar 2009, 7:54 pm
Yeah. I'm tired of this place anyway, too many bad memories.
I'm not going to let this whole ordeal make me the monster I was becoming any more. From now on, I'll just let things take care of themselves. I realized (with a little help
) that I am too good to ruin my life this way. It's a good thing I came to that realization because things got a lot worse today.I suspect you're way too "purty" to survive the "big house". Riker's?
Exact your revenge on them and on society in a way that doesn't hurt you (or anyone else).
BTW - do you really live at the beach? I grew up on the beach - but in retrospect - there was a lot of hard times. Unless one has billions of dollars, its pretty brutal. Anything less is pretty rough...
