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I have school tomorrow, and, whil I have music, I don't want to go because my riend on another site has their week off this week instead of last week when mine was.

I am giving up on my parents for good; they have caused me more angst than love towards me.

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Knowing that once again another sequel of Halo won't be for PC. I mean, Microsoft has their other crap already all over PC creation, so why not Halo 4?

This was yesterday and not today but all along I was thinking that I wouldn't have to do radiation but now my doctor says I do. Even though they say they got it all it was pretty close and I guess this is preventative? I'm so worried about having to go so far every day for treatments, it killing my ovaries and making me go into menopause, and the other various side effects.

uncle from over seas calls me for the first time in my life to try pressure me into coming to dubai. i do not appreciate the pressure.

i think the reason i feel sick is the increased amount of junk food i have been consuming. i really need to cut down. i feel nautious and light headed all the time.

oh and i failed my exam today. that is all.

i have to go to dubai. there is no choice. i will miss the rally for equal marriage rights and it will be the first i have missed since i started going. im going to be so alone in dubai. i know nothing about it or the people except that it is full of conservative rich people and hot. i dont know what the left is like and have nowhere to go there or any point of reference. very upset about this. and i have not studied well enough for the test tomorrow. i'm just gonna bluff and be all anti-capitalist and hope it gets me the 7% i need to pass. tomorrow's the last day of uni for this year. i'm so depressed. i don't want it to end.

Some silly louts were outside across the road at linedancing. They were using laser pointers, shining them into the dance hall and also into the eyes of motorists passing by. If they shined those things into my mum's vision as we were leaving I would have burned their f*****g eyeballs out.

This wasn't necessarily today, but in the last 24 hours: I went with my mom to watch her bowl, but realized I'd have to take my shoes off in order to watch her, and I wasn't wearing socks, so I wasn't about to do that. I told my mom that I was leaving and walking home (three miles and across the US/CAN border) and she made this huge scene in front of everyone "well I didn't know you weren't going to wear socks" I went out to her car to get my binder and when I came back in to give her keys back, she had told everyone what was wrong and then said "just drive my car home, my friend will drop me off" then I had to explain to her in front of EVERYONE that I don't drive vehicles across the border unless I absolutely have to. At this point, I was really embarrassed and just left.

She never even bothered to check if I made it home okay, and I got a message from her this morning "how was the walk home last night? I'm sorry, maybe next time you come, you will think to bring your slippers"

Riiiiight. Going out to watch bowling? Better bring my slippers.

Slippers, don't leave home without them!

Oh and to top it all off, the people who were there were the same people who frequent the bakery where I have lunch.

One of my best friends asked me to meet him outside of the music room yesterday afternoon, and I forgot to go.

*facepalm*

I also left an essay outline at home.

*double facepalm*

polibertos got my order wrong again! not everyone wants processed cheese in thier buritos!

The hotsauce from there is out of this world however so it wasnt all a loss.

the last day of uni for real. i am never going to see the guy i like again. never hear him talk about languages or tell me something he was excited to learn or make fun of people or talk left politics or watch his face do funny things when he had feelings and stuff. so depressed. and i really enjoyed my classes. i will miss most of them because they were great and the rest of them because they were my routine. i am going to mope for the rest of the holiday and possibly longer than that. i cant even enrol in the same class as him because i do not know what he picked. this also means i will know nobody next term and will be on my own.
feeling tired after socialising too.

I have an ache in my lower back on the right. I'm scared I have a urinary tract infection or something but I don't want to call my doctor because if I have to go see him it will cost me $60 cab fare if he wants me to come in soon enough that I can't arrange for the free cab.

The one time in my life that I had a uti I was 17 and didn't even know I had it until a doctor told me. I had no symptoms or didn't recognize them.

I'm getting sick and I have 2 hard tests tomorrow and a project due tomorrow night.