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I hate people. I hate how people don't understand the difference between you not wanting to do something and not being able to do it. I hate how when you tell people that you can't do something that would be extremely physically and/or emotionally painful for you they'll just dismiss it by saying "I don't like to do (insert minor thing that isn't even a big deal here) but I just do it because I have to." Well good for you then. Doing things just because I "have to" is something I've never managed to do my entire life.

I'm almost to the point where I don't even feel like bothering to tell people I can't do something since they won't listen. I should just passively agree and then not do it. No wonder they labeled me "passive-aggressive" when I was younger.

I recently had to give myself shots for a month. I'm scared of needles. No one cared that I was. I could have just given up when I got home and hoped for the best so they should have offered an alternative for if I couldn't do it.

There are some medical things that I just simply won't do to myself. One may be coming up and I don't know if anyone will even listen to my concerns other then to tell me that I just have to do it.

I've never had to do this and no one ever said I'd need to (I was just curious because after my surgery I had a catheter and a bag for a week) but I was reading about self cathing and saw an awful forum where someone posted about their relative that just refused to self cath and had others do it for her. Everyone was so mean and was telling them to just "make" her do it. If she has that much issues with it they may not be able to make her. I find the idea of doing that so upsetting I'd be rushed to the emergency room with a nearly bursting bladder rather than self cath.

I found a perfect new apartment, but don't think it'll work with my budget. I really need to get out of where I'm at, so I'm hoping something better comes along soon, but have a sinking feeling I might be stuck here for a while longer. Plus, my neck is killing me, to boot.

My college alma mater almost beat the Florida Gators, but didn't quite manage to do it. At least they held their own today, though.

People not obeying the leash laws in the park... And for some reason they always want to play with their dogs in my favorite section, which makes no sense because there's a dog park on the other side of the playground. People like that ruin my exercise time, which these days is necessary rather than recreational as I'm trying to lose weight.

There was this police RBT unit which tried to pull me over but I couldn't as I was in the inside lane, going 70km/hr and I had a motorbike in my blind spot in the left lane. What a stupid cop! Even I knew the bike was there, and I was the one in the drivers seat with the f*****g blind spot! I didn't have to pull over in the end obviously.

I also tried to visit my dad but he sent me away. Him and stepma must have been in the middle of a blue, or maybe someone died, I dunno.

i ate and spent so much today. i have to slow down because both are unsustainable. i feel gluggy.

The lost horse I had been hoping would be found safe wasn't. He was found dead not far from his home.

Another home invasion nearby on the weekend.

dad called. it is never good when he calls. i also wanted to visit an old relative but she wsn't available so i will have to do it another day which messes up my timetable.

I have an appointment today at the doctor and he will be doing embarrassing, uncomfortable, and painful things to me. I need to ask him some questions too and I'm shy about that.

visited relatives. they fell asleep and i needed to leave and i couldn't because they were sleeping. so awkward and then when they woke i had 10 minutes to get to the bus, the last for the night and they delayed me 5minutes arguing about who was going to drop me off because of the night and it being unsafe and all(it was 8 o'clock) and this meant i missed the bus and had to walk home. and i ran out of phone credit which means i will have to pay for credit i will not use.

Thinking that my toaster was dead, when all it was was that a breaker had been tripped.

Firstly, PE. I mean, we had to do excersises involving boxing. I AM A GIRL!! I MAY NOT HAVE MUCH OF A GIRLY SIDE, BUT I STILL HAVE ONE!!

And then, I didn't have tea till late, and I got on, and found messages from my friend on another site at early times...they dind;t even specify why they weren't at school, so I left a message asking them and they'd gone off to do something and may not come back till after I'm gone, so I may not find out why until tomorrow. And I'm really upset now and feel like crying and I don't know why.

I had to leave my house.