Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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I woke up this morning without coughing for once, and I started coughing again around rugby practice. -_-

I have a headache.

I got anti acne cream in my eye.....a huge glob of it. Also I spilt honey on the counter.

My cat keeps going to the kitty litter I might have to get the vet out if she's not better tomorrow morning.

My cereal is nearly gone. I will have to go to the busy grocery store.

I've got a terrible cold.

A close friend of mine is being teased. Ugh. High school is so cruel sometimes.

i miss my friends so much. i miss everything about them. i miss the way they talk, and smile and get upset, the way they gesticulate and walk, they way they smell, i miss talking to them and listening to their problems and telling them mine and just being with them. i miss feeling them cuddle and kiss me and stroke my face. i miss them so much. me and one of my friends were chatting on facebook and he tell me he misses me; not just that but exactly why he misses me. he misses the way i talk and he misses making fun of me and he misses my eyes and he misses the way we always tell each other that we hate each other. i wanted to tell him why i miss him too and i did. he posted it to his wall and told everyone how much he misses me. i love him. i miss my friends. when they said good bye when they dropped me off at my grans for the last time they cried and so did i. one of them sat next to me so he could hug and kiss me the whole trip. i didn't get to say a proper bye to a couple of my friends. i keep crying. why can't i be like nightcrawler and just teleport there whenever i want? this is so unfair. i need a kleenex.

Today has been a real game of two halves. The job I interviewed for is the one I didn't get, but after the interview I didn't think I would get it. The interviewers spoke very highly of me to my agency, but they felt the role was maybe a little bit too advanced for me. And that was the impression I got after the interview... so nothing lost really.

But there is possibly another job coming up at a company I've temped for before, and this one is a permanent role (the one above was 3-months temp). The HR boss is going to call me tomorrow and the team I'll be working with have all said they want me to work there. So that is good.

My mouth is in a bit of pain as I've had some extensive work done on my two front teeth, but the worn-away fillings have been re-done and are now all shiny and natural looking and my smile looks really nice, rather than hideous like it was.

It is very cold and damp and I haven't been able to get out to my music-room shed today, but I have been warm in the house and have got lots of housework done.

I forgot to take my pill,an SSRI that has a soporific effect, AT 7:00 PM which means I probably won't sleep tonight. I'm so mad at me....I'm such a screw up! Earlier today I had vowed to finally fix my sleep schedule so I could function better.................

i was supposed to get food from youth group because my bills are massive right now and i need to cut corners. getting food requires that i ask for it and i'm too embarrasssed to do so. i'm allowed to take food from the freezer i think but still too embarrassing.

I hate authority

Didn't get the call about the other job, I've been sitting with the phone in front of me compulsively checking it all day every time I've been to the bathroom or to make a drink, but no, nothing. So now it is wait until Monday.

I ate too much for dinner, it was lovely though. Got a Chinese takeaway as my cupboards were nearly empty and we had a flurry of hailstones so I didn't want to go out. But I had planned to get two dinners out of what I ordered. But I finished it in one instead. Oops!

A friend has taken herself off of facebook and I really enjoy her posts & pics on there. But we are still friends, she lives a couple of streets away but is often away with family at the weekends, but she's staying this weekend and we are going for drinks and a big catch-up tomorrow. We haven't met up in about a month and she's just split with her fiance but seems okay about it... so I'll get to hear all the news.

And I'm missing someone, I've only gone & got feelings for him. What a silly thing to do! I'm rubbish at being a girlfriend, haven't dated in years, recently got led on and heartbroken and I thought I didn't want another one of those man things anywhere near me again, no way, thank you very much... then this one has kind of sneaked in under my barriers. He's grown on me. Like fungus.

feelings that arent going away. not good.