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The impending housework looming as always.

i went to centrelink yesterday to update my address and i told them i moved out a month-ish ago and the ady was all like you should have told us after 2 weeks- why didn't you inform centrelink of your change of address? you've been paid rent for a place where you weren't living for a month, you could owe centrelink money, you probably won't be backpaid, i'm not approving your rent until you submit this form. i tried making the point that i wasn't in the country and that i had tried calling centrelink then a million times but it didn't work. i nearly cried in front of her so i stopped talking in case i shamed myself. i do not need the financial pressure right now. i have bills, bond, moving costs and medical care stuff to take care of; this is not a good time for my pay to be cut. i went and cried in a car park in redfern then i went to youthgroup and told the worker who first mentioned that she had heard i was having issues paying the bills. they said they would call centrelink for me and gave me food and they said that they might help with transport costs too. everytime my life blows up they are there to cover my butt. one of the kids at youthgroup helped me carry the food to the bus stop. it was nice of him. my comrade freaked out when i told her and offered to help too even though she is in deficit right now. the world is full of good people.

Big job interview/test tomorrow... I've been waiting a month for this and I'm almost into full-blown freakout!

Good luck BlueMax!

I try to remember that their are good people in the world. It is hard sometimes. I find it is worth keeping these people around you.

Thanks... it's the night before and I'm freaking out more... to the point of "shutdown" where I just feel nothing but slow and tired.

So long as I get a good sleep, I should be okay... the testing is pretty intense... city geography, etc. I meant to study more but I just kept shutting down. Good thing I was born & raised here so I should know it very well.

i thought the story implied that her car broke down in front of the court and that is that.
i did not spend enough time to analyze the words and i went off half cocked (as they say).

you seem much more conscious of what reality is in the world of normal people, and that is all i was saying.
if you can not understand why i would perceive that she broke down in her car, then kudo's to you.

i thought the news story was alluding to a sad coincidence when i first heard it.
you may see that as improbable, and that is why i consider you to be far above me in terms of automatic social understanding.

i was not being deliberately obtuse. you see it that way because you would never be labored with the misunderstandings that i often have. you should not authoritatively assume what my motivations are because i see you as not at all like me, and i think you are have so few autistic traits that i can not understand how you were diagnosed.

the other day, an australian soldier was killed in afghanistan, and when i heard the news over and over that a soldier was killed in afghanistan, i thought that many australian soldiers were killed that day in afghanistan, but there was only one killed.

i do not have the level of social intelligence that you do so you should not point me out to be "acting" as you would surely be if you said the same things as i said that day to others.

you can not understand how i could conceive of what is happening and so you discount it as an act.

you are full of nt style advice to people who you think are making up what they say,

if you do not believe that i could be so stupid, you should not publicly accuse me of pretending because if you do, then you are polluting my existance on this site with your nt incredulity.

i really do not care whether other people hop on your bandwagon of incredulity with respect to me. i tell the truth and you may think otherwise according to your own doctrines of believability.

anyway, i may remove this post tomorrow because if i leave it here, you may have many supporters by the time i check back in tomorrow night, and i may find that i have an unwinnable situation on my hands.

just because you can not fathom how i could "be so stupid" and you reason therefore that i am making things up, it does not make it so. your ideas are fallible as well.







i do not like smarmy people much. i care for people but i can not have empathy because i can not live in their lives. you may be a proponent of "it is a myth that 'aspies' have no empathy" because you have a bleeding heart that can be stabbed by others. you impose your own characteristics on me that i do not have that you do not believe i do not have.







i do not know what you are talking about, i find it hard to believe you were ever like me. that is not an insult like you may perceive it to be. i do not identify with you in any way i am sorry.

Still waiting for a call about a job. My number was passed to HR on Thursday late afternoon and it seemed pretty certain I'd get it. But no-one has called yet, nearly a full working week has gone past since then so I'm feeling it's not going to happen now.

My mother is driving me nuts today. Good thing I am going out later. By myself I might add.

Wondering why it's hard for me to make friends with some gals online or in person at times. UGH.

My psychiatrist.

My roommate puking so loud and constantly.

I want to go out and ask him if he is sick but I think I would get an obvious answer.

Waking up this morning with a splitting headache.

Having to wake up.

i spent $9 on a power board (a quadruple adapter) so i could have my phone and lamp on at the same time (the other 2 slots are unused), and when i got it home i read the instructions on the seal tag.






now i am terrified that my house will burn down if i leave it unattended. they meant to say "coiled" i am sure, but the real worry is that if they could not proof read their instructions correctly, it is also questionable as to whether they have tested thoroughly the integrity of their product!! on top of that, they tell me to remove the product from it's packaging before use. it was sealed in a stiff plastic molded package that rendered it impossible to use before i cut the package open ! !!

i do not trust electrical appliances that are manufactured by idiots.

I'm always happy (well, apart from when I'm scared, O, overwhelmed and loss too; but I'm happy 99% of the time nowadays). It doesn't make me unhappy though.