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03 Feb 2015, 5:19 am

blah blah blah

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03 Feb 2015, 12:29 pm

I'm just waiting on a bed. Oh God, I can't wait to be admitted.

Being in hospital is almost like being on another planet. I'm surrounded by other people who are as screwed up as me, not allowed ANY contact with the outside world for the first week, no phones, computers, nothing. Ahhhhhhhhh.

Once I'm admitted, you guys won't hear from me until they allow me my baby laptop back. I know you guys are going to find it hard to go without me for a week but you're just going to have to cope the best you can without me.

Christ, I'm in deep depression and I can still crack jokes. Go figure!

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03 Feb 2015, 1:43 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:

Christ, I'm in deep depression and I can still crack jokes. Go figure!

LOOl

Good luck and take care!

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03 Feb 2015, 4:41 pm

Booyakasha wrote:

ImAnAspie wrote:

Christ, I'm in deep depression and I can still crack jokes. Go figure!

LOOl

Good luck and take care!

Thanks Booyakasha

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03 Feb 2015, 5:23 pm

Kiprobalhato-
also, you have handwritten books?

Well, most of the books I have are paperback & hardback but, I don't have handwritten books myself, if that is what you stating.

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03 Feb 2015, 6:26 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:

Christ, I'm in deep depression and I can still crack jokes. Go figure!

that's a good quality to have :lol:

hope you do feel better and disconnnected (the good kind) once you're admitted. into the 'right' planet?

good luck! we'll be here when you return to wp.

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03 Feb 2015, 8:52 pm

Kiprobalhato wrote:

ImAnAspie wrote:

Christ, I'm in deep depression and I can still crack jokes. Go figure!

that's a good quality to have :lol:

hope you do feel better and disconnnected (the good kind) once you're admitted. into the 'right' planet?

good luck! we'll be here when you return to wp.

Thank you Kiprobalhato. I appreciate that very much

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04 Feb 2015, 12:03 am

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Feyokien wrote:

In years to come I'm probably going to highly resemble Solid Snake, its insane how much facial structure structure we have in common.

Forgive me if I'm being brash but will you marry me?
I haven't played anything in the Metal Gear series yet but I think I may have developed a tiny bit of a crush on him (I have WAY too many crushes on fictional characters...)

Lols

, give it five to ten years when my male genes become a little more pronounced and I can grow a quality beard

I really hope you start feeling better ImanAspie

On another note, I spiraled out of control the last few days but I'm feeling much better now. I'm going to stay in College, get my degree, and get a job even if it kills me. I will not run away.

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04 Feb 2015, 1:07 am

Feyokien wrote:

I really hope you start feeling better ImanAspie

Thank you Feyokien

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04 Feb 2015, 3:08 am

Bored. As usual. No thanks to the slow internet that kept disconnecting every few hours.

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04 Feb 2015, 5:54 am

So many times, lately in my life, I catch myself saying, "I should have done ...x". Pity I didn't know beforehand

I'm going to have to develop my psychic powers

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04 Feb 2015, 5:57 am

Everyone is outside and chatting because it's cold.

I'm inside the house with a blanket because it's cold.

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04 Feb 2015, 6:29 am

I didn't even notice - I'm sitting here stimming. I'm sitting at my keyboard rocking. Old habits die hard. I'm under a poo-load of stress at the moment!

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04 Feb 2015, 8:20 am

My whole life, I've been excluded by these humans (not that I ever had any real desire to join them).

It's not that I want them. It's not that I want to be wanted. I don't. It's just the not wanting to be wanted that hurts me. What's wrong with me? Why am I being excluded? It's like I'm a bystander watching the parade of life go by me and they won't let me join in. As I said, it's not that I want to join in but why don't they want me to join in? What's wrong with me?

Can anyone relate?

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04 Feb 2015, 8:50 am

As I've always said, I don't want to be had. I just want to be wanted!

I don't want anyone but not being wanted by 'ANYONE, EVER' hurts.

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04 Feb 2015, 9:05 am

Sorry I'm posting so much but I'm living it up before I go into hospital and lose all contact with the outside world.

I've lost my family. I don't care much for them anymore after how they've abandoned me.

You guys are the ones I'll want to be able to get back to, especially Booyakasha.

WP inhabitants. You're my kind. We share common traits.

I feel like I belong here more than I ever have with my family!

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