CelticGoddess wrote:
ImTheGuyThatDidThat wrote:
she probably thinks i`m the dumbest piece
of dumb ever, and she`s probably right. This now torments
me and all this just because i wanted to help her, nothing more
I confess that you are being by far too hard on yourself. Why push yourself to do something that makes you feel so uncomfortable? Yes, it would have be kinder to contact her more quickly than 3 mos later
But if you think you're dumb for not going, she's probably feeling dumb for getting you a gift and making your feel uncomfortable in the first place. So in the end, you're both feeling the same way but for different reasons. No harm done really.
I confess its just hard to get past, and i feel really bad
for maybe making her feel bad
she have no way
of knowing what happend, i just never showed up, and
it just feels worse because of the situation, she cant
go out or anything but is stuck in one room day after
day - i just wanted to help, i swear, i had no idea it
could turn out like this