CelticGoddess wrote:
Take heart, SF. I confess the tides can turn when you least expect it.
Thanks, but I don't think it will anymore. Every time I think I have a chance with someone, it never works out. I don't think I ever want to get close to anyone again. I learned in therapy to let go of things that constantly disappoint me and this is one of them.
Besides, with help from a friend
, I have come to the realization that I am wasting my energy on dealing over getting a girlfriend when I could be focusing on my life's ambition: to write the stories that have been taking shape in my head since 2001!
I confess that you are so amazing, and my mom had horrible relationships for years. She was 45 when she met the "one". I confess you are a sweet person, and though it'll take you longer to find somebody who'll be right for you, I confess I think you'll have a better relationship then most people because it will be legit and based on loyalty. I confess I'm working on believing this myself.