Post something that made you UNHAPPY today.

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No birthday gift - it's the gesture that's important - this upset me.
No ring on my finger - it's what it represents - this is important to me.

My love of M&Ms. I have a tummy ache.

I made the very last of my coffee until Friday, and the volunteer worker drank it all without permission. This is using my coffee maker and coffee that I purchased myself to use at work. I had let her make a cup a few weeks ago, so maybe she thought it was alright to do so without asking? I was livid, but I decided not to pursue the matter and forgive her on that thought, and take a break in order to calm down.

About a month ago I cleaned out my mother's attic. It was an ordeal. It took 2 days and it was not fun. I neatly stacked all her hoard along the wall in two separate rooms. The idea is for her to go through it, and weed out what she doesn't want. She looked at it once but clearly she doesn't want to do this. Then last week she announced she wanted all of the garbage moved to the other side of the house. I live with her. I have been here ten years but most of it in a little out building til my dad died. I got stuck here because of a financial situation and quickly fell into a depression because of their insanity. I have lived rent free the entire time so of course my self esteem is nonexistent. She fell and hurt her leg about a month ago right after I cleaned out the attic. I have chronic back problems, so I did not respond to her hinting she wants the hoard moved to the other side of the house so she can 'decorate' rooms in a house that is going to be condemned any day for a state highway project. Something has just snapped inside me. I just don't care. I am not going to do it. She is furious at me in a passive aggressive way every day now. She is seething that she is going to pay a woman twenty five dollars an hour to come 'help' her move the stuff. I am the only one of the kids that ever does any thing for them. When my dad died I messed up my back for months hauling off junk and taking down a deck and a ten foot high ten year old junk pile he left. It was 500 pounds of rotten wood mostly. But anyway, I am not doing that to my back again. I am really bummed out because I don't want to do it. Cleaning out the attic was much harder. But I can't risk it because of my back being so touch and go. I am 'unhappy' about this all day every day. I'm just tired of liking me only according to whether or not I'm doing what she wants.

Need I say more? One of my dogs died due to a problem with his brain.

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Every day is a gift- cherish it!

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equestriatola - I am so sorry to hear about your dog. A big hug for you.

...because my ridiculous ex-wife refuses to communicate, the dental thing I applied for 9 months ago was never completed, now expired, and $2000 was never taken off my boy's bill.

Two thousand dollars flushed down the toilet because of her gawdamn STUBBORNNESS!!

Makayla was too busy to talk again ;-;

It's 5 am and I've finished exactly 20 of my 1,000 word goal for yesterday ><

I have a sore back today.

My mom had to go to the emergency room this afternoon.

My headaches are becoming more unmanageable.

So there was a big wasp in my living room, searched for something big to move it outside with, took me a while to find something decent, after I managed to get a hold of the s**thead and was about to open the door to let him out, the door turned out to be locked, went to search for my wallet for my key, took me a few secs to find it, so I had to start all over again as the f****r flew away meanwhile, finally managed to "grab" him and managed to get him outside, but the arse flew right back in half a sec later, so the only option I had then was to f*****g kill it by crushing it with the book I was holding, luckily that worked out quite okey because I was a bit afraid of him attacking me after finding out he was not dead yet, so I crushed him a second time to make sure he was at least sliced in 2...

Wasted 10 minutes on this crap, FML...

Getting my youngest to do his homework is a prolonged and painful battle of wills right now. His father is useless for following up on schoolwork in the evenings, and my son has been lying about getting it done. It's not difficult for him, so I don't get it.

i am playing "pharaoh" (again), and i am appalled at the amount of times that kings of other realms prevail upon me for the provision of my resources that they need to perform their festivals .

i have spent many hours trying to refuse to give a particular town "2400 units of grain". i can spare 2400 units of grain, however i do not want to relinquish them to this town who asks for my generosity. they ask for it over and over again, and meanwhile, my kingdom standing is reduced every time i refuse to comply with their requests. there is no way am i going to part with 2400 units of grain whether i need it or not!!. i fail at the social aspect of the game i guess.

every time, it is my "kingdom standing" low score that dictates my exit from the game.