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Ohmigod. I posted on Facebook that I am bored, and my mom replied!

k so "headdesk" right?

"facepalm" right?

"headbutt"??? :S

the wiki article about heabutting is making me lol.

k good night!

Let's all get up and dance to a song that was a hit before your mother was born, and though she was born a long long time ago, your mother should know ....

does anyone here have a hackintosh

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not sure if this is the right place to post this, but i just need to vent:

i wish i can just start my life over, have different parents, or maybe have had my parents go to therapy to learn how to raise a child.

my dad:
mentally abused, physically abused me
sexually abused? (i remember once showering w/ him and also he smacked my ass occasionally)
never appreciated anything i did
neglected me

mom:
she is nice, but i think she is too overprotective, she spoiled me
she used to bathe and wipe my ass till i was around 10-12?
i love her, but she isn't very smart and she doesnt really know how to parent
also think she is a little crazy, depressive, bipolar now because of my fathers constant mental and physcial abuse on her.

so basically, i grew up, with no solid foundation, mom spoiling me, dad abusing me, no middle ground, no one showing me the way, me just playing video games, and trying to isolate myself.

now im stuck with depression, constant thoughts running thru my head, i also think im perverted now, whenever ppl do something that can somewhat represent something sexual i look at it as sexual. i also looked up frotteurism, its a paraphillia, and i think i have that. its the random urge to smack someones ass or touch someone(dry humping, etc). I always get those urges, don't know why but i do... i want to get a therapist, but im such a bum, and am to shy or lazy to care, i wish i can just rot in the ground and die off.

I asked about the cinema and it's also a big shopping place, my mum says "we'll see". for gods sake why does she say that???????? I'll never go if the only answer she gives is "we'll see".

Your neighbors aren't your friends (unless of course they really are your friends, but that's beside the point).

There is this guy at my work who always talks to me every time he sees me. He gives me the creeps. He is always polite enough and I don't think he has ever said anything inappropriate but there's something in his eyes that just weirds me out and makes me feel dirty... Like he is picturing me naked or something.

I hate that guy. *shudder*

I am not sure if any of you know but apparently in Australia they foiled a planned terrorist attack the Hollsworthy army base in Sydney, Australia. Well actualy the army base is almost basicly a very short trip from my home, I basdicly can walk down the road and be at it, too make things worse my dad sometimes works at this base and my three siblings attend Hollsworthy public schools. Kind of scared me that such a dangerous event could have hit so close to home or that my family could have gotten hurt.

I am looking forward to going back to work in a couple of weeks when school starts back up (I teach). I'll be honest, it's mostly the money that I'm looking forward to. Although I always have interesting experiences working in schools, I could do without the never-ending social anxiety that is undoubtedly aging me at an exponential rate.

I expect too much from people who are supposedly close to me.

It's too hot to sleep. I'm lying in the dark occasionally pouring my drinking water down me. I hope things cool down soon.