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I've been having fantasies about nurses changing my undergarment, because I want to be taken care of right now.

Hoping to finish reading a book

The Desolation of Smaug.

I know, I know. I had 2 weeks to work on this presentation and I didn’t.

It’s stupid, no need to point it out because I am aware of it. It’s 3am, I want to go to bed and just be done with this.
I’m not in the mood to go to college at all tomorrow. (Except for photography class because I love photography)
This is probably the first time that I actually just want to skip college and stay home, but it’s not worth the absence and it gives a bad impression of me.
3am, I only have the front page and the second page with no text at all. This presentation is pretty important and I have no idea where or what to show because I never expanded my idea after last class.

The problem is not that I’m scared that my idea won’t get picked because I know it won’t, it’s incomplete and it still needs a proper story, but it’s still important that I try to make the best presentation ever.
This program is really Awesome and I want to stay a member of it but if my presentation is bad then I know that I’ll go back to the regular program. The regular program is probably fun as well but I don’t like the feeling of losing and having to do something else. The most annoying this is gonna be that I would be missing out on everything and I can’t stand having to read or listen to whatever the program would be doing without me.

This is one really important presentation, where is my creativity? Seriously though, I have the feeling that it slowly started fading away because of my internship where I only could show my creativity in the edit of a video while I wished I could be part of the production of the video. But no I had to do the stupid registrations and lighting.
Okay, now I’m starting to get really negative. That’s no gonna help my any further.

Just let me stay in this program because I don’t want to imagine what my mood would become in the next 14 weeks.

I've been wondering today if there's more of a definition to being a gamer than just playing video games. Is a gamer someone who plays online with other people and socializes with them as well? Can you play alone and still be a gamer? Does it really matter what types of games?

lostonearth35 if your reading this yes, you can play online games sometimes where you choose to socialize others as well, play online games where you carry out your own business and really don't socialize much.
Actually, I've been playing marvelheroes2016 which has a social structure to it but, tend to only chat with the people I'm familiar with and whom fully understand my autistic quirks & mannerisms.

Awesome, after 3am I finally came came up with an actual idea for a storyline.
I made some kind of story board in Photoshop and finally went to bed at 6am just to wake up 1-2 hours later.
Now it's 8:37 am and I have missed the first 2 trains to college.

^I actually like all three of the Hobbit movies.

I want to go home now.

I was doing better until my mum attacked me on account of my special interests last Saturday. I'm slowly recovering properly without being attacked. I go to my parents to be accepted as a part of the family, no matter how different I am right now. I don't go to have my mum play shrink on me. She invited me to spend this past Saturday and I took the offer. Things were nice and peaceful. I did the small talk and a bit of conversation at the dinner table. It's nice to see that my mum has simmered down quite a bit. I won't be bringing my German flag or my Schultz helmet over there any time soon, though. I don't need to go through the plot of Rain Man over again. That's the one thing I hate about that movie. people learnt that it's okay to mentally and emotionally abuse their autistic loved ones in the manner that Charlie does to Raymond. I hate that. Other parts of that movie are quite funny.

send an anonymous message to anyone in your life:
i don't like you "anymore", okay? i know you already hate "us" anyway.


what is on my mind right now? "again" lana delo ray's pepsi.. i am a fan and i know all her songs etc
btw the person in the avatat is her xD

Spring is here, yay.

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I insured the car today, policy starting tomorrow. Gosh, too many decisions to make in one lunch break! "Do you wanna take out windscreen and hire car cover?" "Do you wanna combine your two cars on one policy?" "Do you wanna keep your no claim bonus by doing some thing I'm yammering on about?"

Lady, I just want to buy some insurance.