What's on your mind right now?

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A lot of things just made a lot of sense all at once.

In this order:

1.The likelihood that I will be moving out soon.

2.A mock interview I have tomorrow for a position as a Barista in a local coffee shop.

3.Am I dumb or intelligent? A question that frequently pops up in my mind. I try to banish the thought away but it's incredibly difficult for me to do for some reason.

4.Sex. On Monday, I met up with my ex for the first time in over 5 months. Seeing her again resurfaced some romantic feelings of mine that had dwindled over time.

5.An opportunity to work as a volunteer for a nearby land conservation organisation. It's scheduled to begin on the 21st and will only be once a week.

Wondering if my dad will really follow through on his threat to force me to get a job I don't have the spoons for... when he's been bothering me about getting into college, which I need to make a portfolio for since I want to go to art school. Wondering how the hell he thinks I can run on negative spoons every day with a retail job, AND make a portfolio that someone thinks is worthy of admitting into a good art school.

Few people realise that self-harming is just as addictive as drugs or alcohol.

Think how many things have changed since my diagnosis as well before that timeline as well..

I'm going to spend two weekends away from my parents place so my mind can heal properly. I think my mum wants me to be caught in her web when I'm not mentally well, so she can emotionally and spiritually abuse me. I don't think she wants me to be happy. She only wants my sister to be happy because she's her perfect little princess. My mum has a big, handicapped sergeant and a perfect, little princess.

My sister through my mum's eyes:



Myself through my mum's eyes:

No wonder my mum puts my little sister on a pedestal. I bet it has a Union Jack on it, too.

How I can come out to my mom as bisexual. My sister knows that I am bisexual and she has accepted.

AnonymousAnonymous, simply present such in your most sincere and straightforward fashion which, you always do within your writings here on wp..

Food.

music and how it has changed though maybe not in a good way

I've started putting up my Easter decorations. Since Easter's at the end of March this year, I can leave them up all month long without it looking weird. St. Patrick's Day? Whatevs.

I've decided to keep my Christmas tree out all year round. Screw Ukrainian Christmas....I want to celebrate German Christmas.