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IsabellaLinton
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22 May 2020, 3:29 pm

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Those who are used to your submission will see your refusal to submit any more as an act of hostility.


Yes. Irrational hostility. And there we have a cycle of gaslighting.


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22 May 2020, 4:04 pm

Not being able to actually do anything. I want to be able to take my dog on a jog, or at least working up to the point where I can do that, I’m sure he’d love to run with me. I want to be able to exercise properly. Heck, I just want to be able to stand long enough to attempt a proper shower. Be able to help out around the house by doing things like scooping the litterbox and helping bring in groceries. Instead I’m left sitting around with about as much strength as a cooked piece of spaghetti. And all I can do about it is wait, wait, wait some more, oh, and did I mention waiting?

Plus my sensory issues have gone from obnoxious-but-doable to flat-out disabling. I can’t take a shower or a bath without sensory overload (only upon getting out for the bath, the whole time for a shower), I have meltdowns or near-meltdowns every day because of noises from neighbors doing yard work and kids playing outside, and I don’t know how I’m ever going to survive a Kansas summer when I can’t stand either heat or humidity (or rather, the feeling of any moisture on my skin - which humidity itself can feel like, or the heat and humidity combined will make me sweat). I don’t want to have to spend the entire summer hiding away in the air-conditioned house, I want to be able to get outside.


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23 May 2020, 4:16 pm

I'm watching this BT show after doing a zoom video myself and I have worse teeth than Neil Lennon.

He's famous for bad teeth...


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23 May 2020, 7:41 pm

When I saw my therapist on Thursday and told him I was agender, he kept trying to make my situation somehow fit into the category of “transgender,” even though I told him multiple times that no, I don’t feel any kind of dysphoria about it, like I shouldn’t be in a female body (he kept trying to add that, and I kept telling him that no, that’s not the way I feel). It seemed like he just couldn’t grasp the idea that I identify neither as male or female, or any mix thereof, but being in a female body doesn’t bother me. Still a bit annoyed about that.


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24 May 2020, 1:26 pm

The HP 19 All-In-One desktop computer crashing and restarting.


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24 May 2020, 4:01 pm

I tried yet again to make a reusable diaper for my dolls, but since my sewing machine is a piece of garbage I tried sewing it by hand. It turned out awful.

Then when I got up in the middle of the afternoon today after staying up until dawn, I went into the kitchen and stepped into some cat puke. :eew:

And then I tried to make some toast, and I accidentally dropped a piece of bread behind the washing machine next to the kitchen counter. When I reached down to pick it up I banged my head on the cupboard above me. It really hurt.



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25 May 2020, 2:00 pm

Some a***hole said 'I wish I could wish you a happy birthday' then when I said 'thanks' he said 'no I wish I could'.

That's rude, right?

It's like when I was 6 and didn't like this kid at school so I made him a 'sad birthday' card. If you don't like someone, keep your mouth shut.


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25 May 2020, 6:26 pm

Members of Congress still acting little kids towards each other.


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26 May 2020, 1:58 am

the GOP continuing to see the rest of us as "useless eaters."



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27 May 2020, 2:26 am

Today I got a parcel in the mail that wasn't even for me, it was addressed to a woman who used to live in the apartment before I moved in years and years ago. I don't even know if she is even still alive, since I heard she was taken to a home and the whole apartment had to be emptied of trash and old junk and remodeled before I moved in. Canada Post sucks.



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27 May 2020, 12:29 pm

My family and I getting mail for a person that we have never heard of.

This has been happening for several years.


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27 May 2020, 12:51 pm

Another parcel I ordered about two months ago didn't get sent. At least I got a refund this time. At least they told me I would get one.

Don't trust anyone or anything, not even yourself, for you are a human, and humans are almost as trustworthy as a dog being left alone to guard a steak.



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27 May 2020, 6:18 pm

Stupidass "friends" won't be bothered to email my worthless corpse s**t

Waiting in line for grocery store

Waiting for the bus

Breasts too large

Not many bathrooms open because Coronovirus. The ones that are open often crowded or dirty.

Don't like doing anything. Not good at anything.

Rolando Morales penis told me that Kayla feder b***h allegedly banished/exiled me. Excommunicated, purgatory. The b***h didn't even have to interact with me. That's like saying, the plaintiff went behind the defendants back and gossipped to the judge. Then the plaintiff told the defendant, what the judge allegedly said.

Constantly one miscommunication away from homelessness or drastic situation

Brain rotting. Although a lot of it is my fault s**t.

Exhausted all the time

Gained weight and feel heavy



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27 May 2020, 9:20 pm

Same old, same old.

Or, in other words, anemia’s still affecting me too much for me to actually do anything, and I’m still annoyed about that.


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27 May 2020, 9:34 pm

13 days with an uncomfortable heart monitor taped all over my chest in this heat. Enough already.


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29 May 2020, 2:07 pm

People on here want to pretend like allism isn't the disability...

My neighbours are having a non socially distanced drinking session in the midst of a pandemic because they can't cope without the social company face to face of people they barely know.

The world would be a better - and safer - place if everyone was asperger's.


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