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FluttercordAspie93
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25 Nov 2013, 4:32 am

My misery was practically caused because of you.

It seems like it was only yesterday when I met you online, and I grew to like you over time... Now, my self-esteem practically crushed, I sit here in the shadows of my room infuriated over what you did to me. You're probably out living your life without a care in the world, while I sink deeper and deeper into a devastating state of depression.

When out came the real truth, I became an emotional wreck. You'd think at age sixteen I'd be happy, but clearly that wasn't the case.

You told me that I'd find someone as understanding as you, but has it happened? No. Just nothing but disrespect and misery.

Sometimes, I find it even hard to put my trust into anyone, just because of how badly you hurt me.

I don't miss you.



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25 Nov 2013, 6:39 am

I am addicted to you more than I've ever been addicted to anything in my life - and you know that's saying a lot.

I just want to become one being with you.


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25 Nov 2013, 7:54 am

Stop having loud sex at 4:00 AM.



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25 Nov 2013, 8:34 am

Stop with the gallon of Red Bull or speed or whatever you're high on which makes you work on your car in the wee hours and move furniture. Your neighbours would like their sleep.



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25 Nov 2013, 2:37 pm

Ready for Thanksgiving dinner? :)


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26 Nov 2013, 7:12 am

I really hope this isn't what I think it is. Because if it is, that's it.

I really don't have the words here. But if it is, I'm going home.


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02 Dec 2013, 8:48 am

I know it's wrong of me to ask for something so extravagant for myself. But please dear superman in a bathrobe above the clouds, can I win lotto tomorrow night, please??



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03 Dec 2013, 6:22 pm

*yawn* You tired?


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03 Dec 2013, 11:35 pm

Leave me alone. Stop calling. Stop texting.
I can not understand why you act in these strange ways.
I do not want to be around you anymore.



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04 Dec 2013, 9:24 am

I just want to let you know how much I really care about you and how these past couple of days can't stop thinking about you because of your break up, I just want to let you know that there are many fishes in the sea but I guess at the right time, your person will come (obviously not me, I be the biggest mistake if anything full of baggage's you would not want to carry).

I've known you for a long time and I have never known anybody to be genuinely so caring and so nice but at the same time, very annoying but I guess you already know that already. :lol: I also just wanted to let you know (if you happen to still pop by on this page spying on me again), me and my other half as you probably briefly know will be getting engaged but at the same time, I'm really scared that it won't go so well knowing my luck with women. Already having problems with my partners carer and the social workers which is making life seem a whole lot harder. I know you tell me to trust in God but sometimes, I actually just want to scream at you and say "TRY BEING ME AND SEE HOW THAT FEELS?"

Again, I really want to thank you for Saturday evening, it was amazing hanging out with you as always and you REALLY didn't have to do your act of kindness at all, I would have been perfectly fine going home late. I had a tough day at work that day and that really cheered me up. Anyways, I love speaking to you, I love being around you, I know that does kinda sound somewhat cheesy and really needy but I'm now beginning to sound as needy as you now haha. :lol:

I knew there was something, different about you ever since I first met you in college, you didn't act like nobody else but you were your own person not pretending to be someone your not and I highly respected that from day one. Don't you see why I even stuck up for you when you were getting bullied by this certain someone? Then again, bullying in general I'm ultimately disgusted by it. One thing I did not expect to happen was we would still be friends, even though we had some fights but still eventually we pull our way through. Clearly I think of you more than a friend but as a family to me, like a sibling. After being there when I was going through some hard times, so I shall do the same back. Even through the latest saga, you actually didn't bail out on me so why should I bail out on you?

Your an amazing friend and hopefully if you do ever get married, your partner would be very blessed to know someone like you. :)

But one thing that still baffles me is, why do you care so much about me even when I act like an arse? You can't seem to let me leave without eating something nor do you want me to leave without letting go off things that are bothering me (although I do wish you could understand some of the things I went through). If you do ever get married, I'm support you on this. Heck, I might aswell put some money aside for you both? You certainly have much better chances than me with this but just so you know, I'm proud and happy for you. It's a shame your other half didn't want to carry on. At least you both are still friends (which is definitely better than me and my ex did).

Anyways, take care of yourself and if you want to, you might aswell come travel around London with me and perhaps do something really fun? If your up for it though?

Wow, I got so much to say about you but I guess I just cut it short from there.


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04 Dec 2013, 11:36 pm

*ya-choo* Watch out, man.


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05 Dec 2013, 6:46 pm

Sometimes, I just wish I never said anything to you now as a matter of fact, I now wished I had never knew you. :(


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06 Dec 2013, 7:39 am

YOU'RE my secret santa giftee?? I bet they picked this one deliberately :P



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07 Dec 2013, 10:20 am

I hope you and that cybergoth man have cyber times together.

Another person: if I find out that you really are a rapist, I'm punching you next time I see you. I don't care if you're stronger than me and if I get done for assault.

Another person: I wish I could know if you actually liked to the weird androgynous parts of me rather than just tolerated them.

Another person: I wish I could be as comfortable in my skin as you, but maybe I will be when I'm your age. I also hope your cat only attacks your sons.


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07 Dec 2013, 12:37 pm

Dear Mr Martyr Workaholic,

Your holier than thou attitude is not only wearing, but utterly selfish and inconsiderate. Every time you say stuff like 'oh but if I don't do it who will' and stay at work until 4am doing said stuff, you are raising the expectation for the rest of us. I do not wish to have to spend all my time doing useless stuff for our boss who is so un giving and so self involved and self serving that staying up until 4am so as not to make him look bad is actually doing dis-service to humanity.

Please consider that while it is your right to work out of hours and stay up all night working if that's what you want to do, to then go around moping about how tired you are to everyone and expecting sympathy is just plain narcissistic. You just don't care that now the boss expects everyone to live up to the standards YOU set. Yes, I know it makes you feel very good inside to think that nobody can match you but it makes the rest of us feel like s**t. Thanks very much. At least I know that you are not actually working when you are here half the time you are messing on the facebook and other boards, thank goodness I walked in on you once or twice or I really would believe all your crap.

Have a nice life.



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07 Dec 2013, 9:47 pm

I'm shocked, why didn't I know about the lifestyle you had to keep up with? that now does explain why your always busy but at the same time why you say that life is so hard? The battles that your carer even had to fight for you, to comes to show that she actually really cares for you and that is a great thing especially where you were coming from before? You do realise that today I can no longer look at you the same way that I used to but rather show unconditional love that you were waiting for many years while you was going through these abuse which I don't tolerate. I'm really sorry that you had lost a part of your childhood and most of all your mother.

I wish sometimes that I should have been the one to go through it. I guess I can't change anything eh?


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