I just want to let you know how much I really care about you and how these past couple of days can't stop thinking about you because of your break up, I just want to let you know that there are many fishes in the sea but I guess at the right time, your person will come (obviously not me, I be the biggest mistake if anything full of baggage's you would not want to carry).
I've known you for a long time and I have never known anybody to be genuinely so caring and so nice but at the same time, very annoying but I guess you already know that already. I also just wanted to let you know (if you happen to still pop by on this page spying on me again), me and my other half as you probably briefly know will be getting engaged but at the same time, I'm really scared that it won't go so well knowing my luck with women. Already having problems with my partners carer and the social workers which is making life seem a whole lot harder. I know you tell me to trust in God but sometimes, I actually just want to scream at you and say "TRY BEING ME AND SEE HOW THAT FEELS?"
Again, I really want to thank you for Saturday evening, it was amazing hanging out with you as always and you REALLY didn't have to do your act of kindness at all, I would have been perfectly fine going home late. I had a tough day at work that day and that really cheered me up. Anyways, I love speaking to you, I love being around you, I know that does kinda sound somewhat cheesy and really needy but I'm now beginning to sound as needy as you now haha.
I knew there was something, different about you ever since I first met you in college, you didn't act like nobody else but you were your own person not pretending to be someone your not and I highly respected that from day one. Don't you see why I even stuck up for you when you were getting bullied by this certain someone? Then again, bullying in general I'm ultimately disgusted by it. One thing I did not expect to happen was we would still be friends, even though we had some fights but still eventually we pull our way through. Clearly I think of you more than a friend but as a family to me, like a sibling. After being there when I was going through some hard times, so I shall do the same back. Even through the latest saga, you actually didn't bail out on me so why should I bail out on you?
Your an amazing friend and hopefully if you do ever get married, your partner would be very blessed to know someone like you.
But one thing that still baffles me is, why do you care so much about me even when I act like an arse? You can't seem to let me leave without eating something nor do you want me to leave without letting go off things that are bothering me (although I do wish you could understand some of the things I went through). If you do ever get married, I'm support you on this. Heck, I might aswell put some money aside for you both? You certainly have much better chances than me with this but just so you know, I'm proud and happy for you. It's a shame your other half didn't want to carry on. At least you both are still friends (which is definitely better than me and my ex did).
Anyways, take care of yourself and if you want to, you might aswell come travel around London with me and perhaps do something really fun? If your up for it though?
Wow, I got so much to say about you but I guess I just cut it short from there.
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