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Hello, pain.
Let's be friends.

I am beginning to believe it's paramount that I improve on my current qualifications by studying at either a college or university (it would have to be entry level as I do not have the required UCAS points).

But alas, I have learning difficulties and have absolutely no idea what I want to do with my life.

I have tried studying two subjects that are, according to numerous online articles, excellent choices for HFAs/Aspies - programming and bookkeeping/accounting. But I must be too dumb to learn them effectively as I found them both to be rather tedious. Programming, in particular, I found to be really dull yet to my confusion it's a highly popular area of study in today's world. Anyone care to shed some light on why it's so great?

Apparently dad is really worried about me getting into strife with my car due to its power (speeding, accidents etc).
Not that I can flog it around town or on the highway anyway, too many cops about.
Maybe I should give dad a lend of it to convince him of its easiness to drive. You can't go wrong with it I reckon, despite its power it's actually a good first V8 for a V8 n00b. The power is there by all means but you really have to put your foot down if you want it. It's impossible to accidentally give it too much throttle. I haven't managed to spin the tyres once yet, not even in the wet.

I have lost faith in people,

I am just criminal enough to know that everyone has a secret but yet everyone talks about how they are better than what they see as fiends beneath them. Success stories of how escaping drugs and alcohol leads to a better life when those preaching are the ones using. Everyone I know has a secret that I know about. Rather its selling drugs, doing drugs, stealing, selling stolen goods, to straight up killing people. Why is your life so bad that you have to take what little you have away from yourself just to make sure those around you have nothing too?

Are there no good people left?

Are there no good people left?[/quote]

There is a small handful of truly honorable good people

I've lost faith in my mum a week ago, yesterday.

I like this song. It's a mix of modern, 60s and Tropical:



I've had it on repeat for the past hour.

My mom actually let me look though my old art that she has stashed away. Normally, she never lets me see it cos she thinks I'm going to destroy it. I also found my old sketchbook. Today's been a trip down memory lane and I'm feeling nostalgic, but also excited about the future.

My England neuron shone the brightest. Why did it have to fizzle out on me? It also sounds like my Cockney accent fizzled out along with it. Now, I sound like Schultz.

I'm sitting here looking at the mostly closed door of the spare bedroom. I'm not worthy of my mum's attention. To her, I'm just a Crout. I miss my helmet already. My comfort object and I can't bring it over to my parents' home. It's strange not feeling that connection for the first time in my life, but I do have my dog, who lives with them. I guess I can be my own comfort object being that I'm built like Schultz and I have the same facial features. It's nap time for me once more.

^Hugs for a nice sweet pea.

I suddenly just came up with another amazing idea for a story. But I still need to finish the two stories I am currently working on. But this idea is just so freaking amazing that I feel like I'd be doing the world an injustice by not writing it right now. I'm like Professor Calamitous from Jimmy Neutron, never able to finish any of my stories before coming up with a new one.

I dunno how to sync my ipod *teh dubm smiley*. I wanted to simply add more music to it but I had to resync my whole library just to get a few additional songs on it.

i just learned minutes ago to do this:
if u liked a thumbnail of a yotube video and u want the picture you can do this:

for example u want this thumbnail of the this video :







1- open the video (On youtube not here )
2- click ctrl + u
3- click ctrl + f and type thumbnailurl
then click the link.

it works on firefo x i don't know the other browsers

oddly satisfying to see my hard drive slowly fill up.