Without wanting to sound too melodramatic, I am once again contemplating suicide.
I don't strictly feel depressed, but my mind is frequently plagued with apathetic thoughts. With the exception of a small interest in sport (I like to watch my football side's matches each week online), I seldom have any interest in anything!
No interest in sex.
No interest in relationships.
No interest in art.
No interest in culture.
No interest in technology.
No interest in politics.
No interest in history.
No interest in travelling.
.....And so on.
Conversely, however, I recently read an article which stated that apathy is how depression can manifest for many of us on the spectrum. It certainly seems to be the case for me.
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"Every day, once a day, give yourself a present. Don't plan it, don't wait for it, just let it happen. " - Special Agent Dale Cooper, Twin Peaks