I am a moron when it come to some things, like girls. Its true.
And because of that i have alot of memories that
i really wish would go away, because its hellish to
think about now, i see things way way too late..
One horrible example, a evening many years ago
i got a call from a female friend asking of i would
like to come over to her place. So i think "ok,
thats cool, why not.". When i arrive i find her and
her girlfriend hanging out drinking wine and watching
tv. So i join and we just do nothing, talk, drink, and watch
tv. Then it gets late and the girl who called suddenly seemed
restless or someting, i didnt quiet get what was going on but
i sensed something. Then she suddenly says "i going to bed
in the other room and watching tv there" and disappears.
So i sit there with the other girl who was also a friend of mine
for a while and then i think "well..i really should leave if they
are tired and want to call it a night". I hate to hang around when
people dont want you too, i feel like i`m really in the way.
So i get up, say "goodnight, it was nice to be here"
and drive home. A few days pass and i meet the
girl who called. And she wonders if i`m dumb or just
stupid, because apparantly her plan was to get me
into bed with her and her girlfriend that night, thats
why she called
so she had gone to bed, and after
a while started to wonder why we didnt follow, and when
she went out to the livingroom i had left 10 minutes ago
and she got really annoyed at me.
Yep...a moron, thats me. Someone just hit me in the head
with a bat or something, its just too much to take
And its not the only time that happend... omg
what a moron - might not have done it anyway,
but the fact that i just didnt get at all what was
going on is just too stupid.