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1) thinking who is the girl in the new avatar from the moderator above
2) thinking why the most interesting stuff is happening on TV and not in my life

PS: keep strenght This usually effects me the most: being 'discommunicative', those times when you make a call, contact someone, or even post something on this forum, and it isn't followed up by anything. Communication becomes its opposite: that which is left over, useless, and discommunicative. Still waiting for exceptions Like when there did came a reaction.

Not much, really.....

Just thinking

My days as a WP moderator and how I screwed up badly at the end. Ways that I've screwed up after I was demoded. Likening myself to an animated rat due to medical problems that I have. I'm also thinking of starting a Canada Food Guide log book on Monday - better yet, tomorrow.

I wish I'd known then what I know now.

CockneyRebel, I'm not sure if I was around during the time you were a moderator but, I could not see how you were seen in a negative light in terms of moderating duties..

That was between 2005 and 2007. It was in Early 2007 that things went wrong. I've shared something about myself in The Haven at the time that I wish I didn't. One of my favourite members eventually dumped me as a friend because of it. I was going after that member for going after me after I was demodded.

Well, to be tormented I can see how you would react. Honestly. I'll always be your friend for as long as I'm on this site which is going to be a very long time...

oh, sleuthe, sleuthe.

It's an odd thought that some day soon I'll cease to exist.

Its an odder thought that one can live forever with God but even odder thought that'll I probably go to hell.

But I see Jeremiah 29:11 to many places in my life to be a coincidence, it'll be interesting how it turns out but I don't think you cease to exist forever. Regardless of if Christianity is right, its fair to say you will always be a part of the universe even if you cease to exist.

Also back to the religion thing, God compares the dead to those asleep. I believe death is no different then sleep though I feel you going to wake up feeling a lot different then in the mornings everyday. When I attempted suicide a while back and was unconscious for three days I totally lost track of time and it felt like a lot of time, like hundreds of years had elapsed. So for my religion and in my opinion, when we are resurrected, I believe we are going to have no concept to how much time has elapsed. That'll be an interesting feeling regardless of my final destination if true.

i will exist as worm food and nutrients for the Earth.

^ that is the spirit. sooner or later we push up flowers.

i do not know why people are embalmed in toxic formaldehyde that inhibits their return to mother earth.

if it were up to me, i'd be buried in a suit lined with fungal spores. quite quickly i will be overtaken with mycelium and the planet will welcome me.

it is interesting to listen to my old bose lifestyle setup on top of my conventional old 70s era double stereo setup. i'm glad people either gave me their old cast-off stuff or I found used stuff cheap on ebay/amazon.

hypocrisy much! no wonder!

^^^