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02 May 2016, 1:25 pm

Old Demon Kinkahol
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02 May 2016, 1:28 pm

Aspergers - good, NT's seeking cures-bad


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02 May 2016, 1:31 pm

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Aspergers - good, NT's seeking cures-bad


I agree. If there was a Like button, I'd press it.


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02 May 2016, 1:37 pm

(laughter) Yes, I fully understand as, I recall recently how my mum erroneous and foolishly likened me unto Adam Lanza, the young man whom massacre many young children at an elementary school 3 year ago, due to the fact, I use the internet a lot and somehow I must be obsessed with it to an extent that I'm prone to violence. Actually, I'm not someone with a history of violence domestic or otherwise nor do I willfully choose to do such.. In fact, I'd classify myself as being a Clint Eastwood like character in that I'd be the person whom tries to stop the criminals within the boundaries of the law.


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02 May 2016, 7:52 pm

A guy questioned my diagnosis. Just once, asking if I'm just a self diagnosed teen. But I'm TURNING 21 THIS MONTH.

:lol: But I wasn't diagnosed in teenage years. If anything, I was diagnosed as a 10 year old who never touched a computer, rarely read any books, and didn't knew the internet exists.
AT teenage year, that's when I was diagnosed for the second time and was rather a bitter close minded child thinking AS as a burden just because I cannot fit in.

Funny part is that I forgot the 2nd evaluation while I remembered the 1st.


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02 May 2016, 8:29 pm

What is with these negative thoughts so often in my head? It's like being pecked to death by ducks, only not so humorous. Actually, it's more like a never-ending rain cloud in my head, filling me with depression.


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02 May 2016, 8:37 pm

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What is with these negative thoughts so often in my head? It's like being pecked to death by ducks, only not so humorous. Actually, it's more like a never-ending rain cloud in my head, filling me with depression.


Something like this?


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02 May 2016, 8:48 pm

As much as love and hate almost being the same for me, (though hate is more annoying, and love has a perk) as is both sides of the treatment wouldn't understand...

Positive things got ignored, so does the negative ones. Was it because I already got bombarded by both sides of the treatment?


... Am'I growing apathetic or growing wise?? I'm more certain it's likely the former. :? Right now I'm really confused about myself.


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02 May 2016, 8:57 pm

Right now I'm really confused about myself.[/quote]

Is that a good thing or a bad thing?


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02 May 2016, 9:09 pm

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Right now I'm really confused about myself.


Is that a good thing or a bad thing?

Either? Neither?

Or maybe I'm just driving myself insane. :lol: But I really want to know what this means...
Is this a phase? A sign of a certain progress?.. Hmm. :|


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02 May 2016, 9:20 pm

I'm not sure how to address your conundrum hopefully you'll find yourself..


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02 May 2016, 10:37 pm

I'm eating a fruit I don't know the name of. It's like an olive with the consistency of banana and tastes like sherbet. Does anyone know what it would be? It grows in the Middle East. :?


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02 May 2016, 10:45 pm

Wow, it's almost midnight already. Glad I made such constructive use of my time this evening, lol.



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03 May 2016, 1:12 am

I'm going to have the perfect opportunity to teach my niece about human diversity and self expression, next weekend.


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03 May 2016, 1:27 am

spores are collected every year when the hinne hindsight docks onto vwohie harzaie in hanow. on the third day of the 10 day docking session the eton port holes on the smaller segment (7 total) suck up little samples of all the biodiversity on the planet giving priority to the upper crust. the spores are temporarily stored, assorted in huge vats on the lower "underground" section if the greater segment, then they are transferred to the fennoreide for long term storage once HH has undocked and returned to yehim tirtze. there, they're stored in a more organized honeycomb like structure that tastes faintly of butterscotch.

the purpose is that in event of eton's destruction, ottawa and yehim tirtze will denature and restore fennoreide and HH to the tangible realm. they will go out into deep space tangential to their previous orbits in hopes of finding another space rock to colonize and continue life, without needing to start billions of years of evolution again without gen 1 weilkind intervention. though its very likely that new home won't be double crusted like eton.

that is...if it isn't attacked in deep space and the spores aren't left out to drift in deep space

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03 May 2016, 2:34 am

Kuraudo777 wrote:
What is with these negative thoughts so often in my head? It's like being pecked to death by ducks, only not so humorous. Actually, it's more like a never-ending rain cloud in my head, filling me with depression.

The good thing about depression, Kura, is how good you feel when it passes.
I've been on cloud 9 (strange expression - why a cloud and why 9? :? ) ever since the Fluoxetine kicked in. I don't ever want to go back to how I was.


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