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07 May 2016, 12:16 pm

I think that's thunder I can hear outside. Maybe we'll have a storm. That would be nice to watch.



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07 May 2016, 1:25 pm

I don't wanna sleep.

I don't wanna do any laundry. :x

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07 May 2016, 1:33 pm

Mulder and Scully kissing in episode Millennium is one of my most horrible cringing x files moments. Eeeewwwwww


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07 May 2016, 2:07 pm

I could do with some motivation to finish everything tonight so I can relax tomorrow.



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07 May 2016, 2:25 pm

ImAnAspie? cberg? Raleigh?

Someone please anyone, PM, I need help. Really badly, I've screwed up bad and I don't know what to do. Please anyone who cares, I think I lost my family.

I don't know what to do...



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07 May 2016, 2:30 pm

I think I might hurt myself, will someone please let me know I am being heard. I don't need support, I don't know what I need. I just need to know I am not alone.



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07 May 2016, 2:36 pm

My dad and I got into a fight and we went are separate ways but I had a meltdown and I think I said something thats gonna be hard to live with and I don't think my family is coming back. I think I just lost my relationship with them and I am broken, I am more broken than I've every been. They said I use autism as excuse to hurt them just like the people at church. They said the people at church tried to help me and they said so many other hurtful things. They teased me and told me that I need quote "mommy and daddy to help take care of me" and they said in a sarcastic way. But the truth is, its true, I lack the wisdom to live in this world and I need their help but they are gone. I know in my heart they are gone for good.

oh my god what have I done, what I have done. I am in shock what I done.

God I have disagreements with them but I love them so much. oh my god please some one help please



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07 May 2016, 2:51 pm

dcj123 wrote:
I think I might hurt myself, will someone please let me know I am being heard. I don't need support, I don't know what I need. I just need to know I am not alone.


You are not alone. You are building anxiety. Anything reducing stress (other than self harm) that you like to do. Take care.


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07 May 2016, 3:14 pm

Danae wrote:
dcj123 wrote:
I think I might hurt myself, will someone please let me know I am being heard. I don't need support, I don't know what I need. I just need to know I am not alone.


You are not alone. You are building anxiety. Anything reducing stress (other than self harm) that you like to do. Take care.


Thanks I got some company, I think I'll be alright

Cheers,



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07 May 2016, 3:21 pm

Good to know you are, genuinely.


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07 May 2016, 7:24 pm

"Marriage" is NOT the answer to the question, "How do I be happy?"

The answer to that question lies within yourself!


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07 May 2016, 7:28 pm

Hey ImAnAspie did I go into to much detail about my problem today? I am sorry if I did but I got a good mind to take all my meds and leap off this f****r of a high rise tonight.

Call 911 and never give those b*****s a chance. I emailed my mom and she never replied back.



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07 May 2016, 7:51 pm

I said there, that I didn't want to end up like SG, but I already am, in worse. Can't stay. Not anywhere.


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07 May 2016, 8:54 pm

i wonder why guys from this site don't express their love for sexy women body as much as i do. they makes me look like i am the only uncivilized perv



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07 May 2016, 10:01 pm

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Hey ImAnAspie did I go into to much detail about my problem today?


Not at all. I had to go to the shops for a while to get Mum a Mothers' Day present but you didn't go into too much detail at all. I'm not easily offended/upset, I can handle a lot and it does you good to get this stuff off your chest.

You can talk to me about anything that's bothering you

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I am sorry if I did but I got a good mind to take all my meds and leap off this f****r of a high rise tonight..


Don't do that. Once it's over, it's over and none of us know where we're going. It could be a million times worse than here.

Besides, I'd miss you.

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I emailed my mom and she never replied back.


If there's one thing I'm absolutely certain of in life, that is time heals all wounds!
It's true. I've had situations in life I thought would never get better and thought I (or other people) would never get over them but so many of them, I can't even remember now because time has healed the worst of things that have happened to me.

Mark my words, in five years time (or much less), you won't even remember this kerfuffle.


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07 May 2016, 10:11 pm

Thanks, ImAnAspie,

I am having a terrible day, but I think it'll past.

I am so stoned I can't even remember how the argument got started lol

I do remember flipping my dad off and it felt pretty good too.

Wow yo I am seeing colors I ain't seen before lol

Yeah I think the night might be alright 8)

Sorry for all the suicide s**t people, I get like that, I need to work on it guys, I really do.