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07 May 2016, 10:24 pm

Before someone calls me delirious and a dependent fool lucky with all the 'accommodations' I took for granted... :x

Make sure it's true that an entire city knew of my face, my name, and my case of being in an autistic spectrum before calling me THAT. :lol:


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07 May 2016, 10:27 pm

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i wonder why guys from this site don't express their love for sexy women body as much as i do. they makes me look like i am the only uncivilized perv



Don't look at me. I'm asexual:

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07 May 2016, 10:49 pm

ImAnAspie wrote:
awkward facepalm wrote:
i wonder why guys from this site don't express their love for sexy women body as much as i do. they makes me look like i am the only uncivilized perv



Don't look at me. I'm asexual:

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Uncivilised perverts? That reminds me, :lol: a friend I revere just went a chat with me before sunrise...
Even after hanging out with a bunch of said uncivilized perverts for few years online, I still don't understand and appreciate the way how they see things on a body. :| Like how I grasp the concept of romance; both still confuses me to no end-- like how I get frustrated in NTs' culture.
Other than knowing it's hormones. :lol: And instinct... No offense.

In other words... What exactly is 'sexy'? :? I still don't get it. I get what 'cute' is, but not much on 'beauty'.



And I'm asexual as well. I don't know if they figured it out or not.
But they either call me a little girl or an alien. THAT, I appreciate. :lol: :lol:


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07 May 2016, 11:04 pm

[double post due to CloudSnare screw up]


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07 May 2016, 11:10 pm

Google Snoop Dogg The Next Episode and thats how stoned I am lol

I can't link it cause I think that has one to many N words in it :D

I faded as f**k



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07 May 2016, 11:22 pm

I've been doing a lot of sleeping lately. I thought people were supposed to wake up in the spring.


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07 May 2016, 11:24 pm

I prefer things on long term.


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07 May 2016, 11:24 pm

Edna3362 wrote:
But they either call me a little girl or an alien.


lol that's cute. u r funny :lol:

u will not understand me Edna you will not understand me. because you are not a man. only men who know what i was talking about :D :P



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08 May 2016, 2:07 am

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08 May 2016, 2:28 am

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I've been doing a lot of sleeping lately. I thought people were supposed to wake up in the spring.


Isn't that bears?


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08 May 2016, 3:04 am

I wonder sometimes,

I wonder if I am broken not because of autism but because of what I told you about earlier ImAnAspie. You know I have every symptom of someone who has had that problem in their past, even down to the drug use. Maybe I am not autistic, maybe I was broken by someone else. Maybe when I lose my cool its not a sensory problem but because of the rage that has built from what has happened. Someone went out of their way to hurt me and I can't deal with it. I sit here in isolation thinking about how sick and disgusting some people are and those thoughts are embedded in me so then I feel like a freak when I have distorted view of relationships. How can people do that? How can people ruin my life just so they can have some fun.

Oh I see what your doing tonight Satan, you want me to kill myself don't you? You want me do cut my f*****g hand off with the knife next to me don't you? I won't give you the satisfaction of it. I will live as broken as I am just to spite your ass.

I am crazy but don't judge, you'd be crazy too if you have walked in my shoes...

I am tired and stoned and I want life to end but I have to fight though, Satan has no power over me.



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08 May 2016, 3:26 am

^ I've been there.

I've self-harmed and self-medicated almost my whole life.
Don't let those disgusting things live in your head.
Evict them.

No one has any power over you really if you choose not to give it to them.


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08 May 2016, 6:01 am

I just got back from the Chinese restaurant for Mum's Mothers' Day dinner.

Hi Raleigh, good to hear from you again. I see you're still male and I'm still female. :D

dcj, life gets better (and then it gets worse, and then better, and worse. That's the way life goes. The secret is to learn how to surf the waves. The good and the bad.)


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08 May 2016, 6:04 am

I'm male and that's good with me.
I'd make a very poor female.


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08 May 2016, 6:05 am

Life gets worse.
Then it gets much worse.
Then you die.


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08 May 2016, 6:16 am

ImAnAspie wrote:
dcj, life gets better (and then it gets worse, and then better, and worse. That's the way life goes. The secret is to learn how to surf the waves. The good and the bad.)


I am terrible surfer, life is either a nice euphoria with full blown LSD trips on weed or its death and bones with me making a noose and staying stoned just to survive. I guess that is bipolar, hell they label me everything and I have gotten to the point I don't care. They can call me schizophrenic and have and I don't believe them to be honest. I think I am an odd mix between low and high functioning autism truth be told. I was lost cause when I was kid really, they kinda bushed me off as ret*d to be honest with you. They throw me in special education without giving a valid reason and then when they did find out I was autistic, the doctor says I should have been diagnosed from birth and that I am completely autistic asked how I was having a conversation with him. So bearing that in mind, maybe I need to change my perspective, maybe I should focus on what I can do right instead of worrying about my inadequacies.

Plus you add what you guys know about me (ImAnAspie and Raleigh) into the equation and it makes sense why I am like this, I just need to breath for second. I need to think before I have a reaction, that is what I need to do. I am impulsive, that is it boils down to.