I'm having thought for a friend. I feel sad for her but I don't want to tell her that, that wouldn't help at all. It's awkward then. I don't know what to say. So I don't talk but a little. Simple things, mundane things.
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"Ever since I was a child, I’ve never allowed myself to get too close to people. I’ve avoided emotional attachment. Perhaps I’ve been so afraid of death and dying that any connection just seemed like a bad thing, something that wouldn’t last." Dana Scully - Christmas Carol.