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I'm lying in bed eating a 200g block of Cadbury's Turkish Delight and a 200g block of Cadbury's Peppermint chocolate.

I'm going to end up the size of a small city.

I don't like Turkish delight.

I like other Cadbury's chocolates, though.

All chocolate's good Kraftie (except chocolate coated ants)

It's cloudy right now.....

I've just joined WP because I'm bored.

YAY I just got a new pipe and its awesome, some idiot wrote down the side of it with a sharpie but I got rid of it with rubbing alcohol.

For tobacco use only am I right

I got a cute Pokemon on today!

Beers in the freezer, now I'm waiting.

I can't really remember the last time I drank alcohol to be honest, impairment isn't really my thing. Last time I remember drinking, I was drunk texting people for the lol and because I really don't care socially anymore. I would be happy with texting F you to everyone and then throwing my phone in the river.

Daaanng, how do you not care about society that much? Is that even humanly possible?

I am taking a break from typing my next paper that is due on Wednesday.

I really need to stop spending money on clothes, but I can never find any that look good enough

Haha I can relate. ♪

Years of practice, the bible says to love your neighbor but it also says to be wise as serpents. People are evil, I am evil, its the condition of sin so logically would it not be best to avoid contact with people? If I am selfish and have an agenda then other people are selfish and have an agenda. If I didn't operate this way I'd be suicidal but I have to not care what others think. I live for me, I treat those around me as fairly as I can but I don't trust them. You can't because everyone has problems and everyone is crazy for some type of love and attention. The world is better when you reach my level of isolation, I can promise you that.

I don't think you guys realize that when I say Wrong Planet is me being social, its me being very social. I do care about peoples circumstances and I do feel sympathy and empathy but I have mastered the art of those emotions. I'd be so wrapped up in those feelings if I hadn't, I wouldn't be able to think most of the time.

I respect and love everyone but I'd rather keep to myself.

Why post you ask?

I suppose its healthy to have some sort of release for these thoughts and emotions outside of my prison that is my bedroom walls. I have found strength in despair and peace that the world will spin the way it does for the time being and only for the time being.

Hm, you see if I diddnt come on here I would probably cry every night because I have litterally no friends irl. I think its because I don't know how to act and I always drive people off. My stuffed animals would be good enough, but everybody says that its weird that a 14 year old would play with toys in the same way as a 4 year old. It makes me really sad that maybe its them that screws me up socially? I love them like a normal person would love a loving and breathing person, just as much. But I just really wish i knew how not to be constantly begging for attention thats not from my dolls and stuffed animals.

See this would be my approach,

Screw them hard, do what you want to do and respect others but respect yourself too and do things that you enjoy. Know your limits and don't do anything too stupid but if your into Pokemon and people don't like it then ignore them. If you enjoy playing with stuffed animals then do it and not worry about whats weird, I did at your age and I am male. I place my faith in Christ, not man. God will make everything work the way it was intended and really if you read the bible, this isn't really our fault. Satan, another creation gone wild corrupted us and quite frankly if you read Christian doctrine God basically says stand aside, he has got this. I believe he does and I believe we are very close to something so wonderful. Live the life you want and if no one respects you then don't worry about. If you do what you feel is right in your heart and just try then thats all God ask. Troubles come and troubles go but God does not seek to hurt any of his Children.

[Religious madness]

See the wrath of God is reserved for those who go the way of the nephilim. The beast system is real and I must say it is important to protect your bloodline. These creatures (nephilim) had offspring in Genesis so it begs the question, who are these people and do they not walk among us? My own theory is that the beast system will alter your blood, you don't have to be Christian to know to avoid the hell out of anything that plays will your bloodline.

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Sorry about that last part but I find I am becoming more religious daily. The scripture adds so much clarity to life its hard to keep the thoughts in.