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Then how come most people dont respond to most of what I say? Am I really that annoying? You obiously arent, everybody loves you! Some of these other WP members has freaking fanclubs! I really am a pain...

The only thing I will add to that is, although beating yourself up for past mistakes is futile and destructive, learning from past mistakes and errors is important so you don't repeat the same mistake/error again.

^^I respond to what you say. Many people respond to what you say! Honestly, people [including many on this site, I'm sure] love you, and you are not annoying in the slightest. You're not a pain in the neck, either. Can't you see how wonderful you are? You are love and are loved by many.

^Nice to see you again!

Noted, ironically seeing my flaws doesn't give me much wisdom on an emotional level. I don't like confrontation and I am very direct with my dad and that is a recipe for disaster. Logically, I should have tamed my tongue but I didn't and my dad is so passive aggressive and makes the most hurt comments I have ever heard from someone. I am actually ok when I can think in isolation but when I am talking to someone, especially someone close, emotions pour over. I don't know how much of a sound mind I have but at the very least I am not shaking or crying around people and my mind has a sense of calm I don't get anywhere but home. Its not a great home, its not in a great area but its my home and I am safe here.

There is only so much I can take and I have had to be around my parents way more then I need to be and then when that ended a holiday happened. I was doomed to go unstable, but alas, I can think about what projects need to be done here. I am productive in isolation, I need to condense all my computers. I am going to do away with my server and connect a server inside my main PC using a Raspberry Pi. That way, where my gaming system goes, so does my data. I am going more towards embedded instead of amassing a large number of desktops. I am going to keep maybe two computers at most from now on.

^^Sure you do, but a few other people and stuff like that keep picking on me, and geuss I do feel kinda bad.

^Is there some way I can help?

I need to stop helping people so much and stop trying to please people so much.

No, but did you like that little fanfic i wrote earlier? I might do another one. I geuss you can help by reading my little one shots, but the helping pleasing thing? I geuss im not that hard to please, am I?

Midnightstar16, don't stress. I've been around here for a long time and I can't say I've ever seen a member who hasn't gone through the "Why am I being ignored" phase. We've all been there. Even I went through it. It felt like everyone was ignoring me. I thought people didn't like me. But as it turned out, that wasn't the case.

Although people may not respond to you, that doesn't mean they haven't read what you have to say or value it. They might not just have anything to say in reply.

I can prove it. I read all of your posts and value them, and if you went away and I never saw you post again, not only would I be sad and miss you but I feel a great many other people/aliens on WP would miss you too.

Chin up kiddo

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^^Yes, I did like it, and I said as much on the thread you posted it on. I didn't necessarily mean you when I was ranting about pleasing people. I often try to please people at the expense of my own happiness or comfort, and I'm trying to stop that.

Oh. Okay. .-. Thats legit.

I know the feeling..

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Also on the project front, I was going to put an LED display on the front of my PC and output my computer temperature on it. I would use an arduino for this but since I was also planing on creating a internal data server I'll just use the Raspberry Pi for this too since its GPIO pins will be unused when being used as a server. I am thinking Motherboard -> Serial -> Raspberry Pi -> Grab temperature over serial -> display on LED and for the server, I am thinking ethernet but I am debating how to do that. I wish my actual desktop had GPIO pins, cause then I could solder another ethernet interface to my motherboard. Serial is too slow but network over USB is a possible option.

I read what you though, I might not always have a relevant response to make whereby, I'm not ignoring you.. I'll be honest when I was on Yahoo many years back I was actually being ignored as, only 1-2 ppl in the group actually responded to me whereas, everyone else thought I was super eccentric. So, don't worry..

I just went to the shop (3.6 kms away).
I rode my bike (don't have a car).
Going there was fine.
Coming back uphill, against a strong headwind, with a heavily laden backpack in the middle of the day almost killed me.
But I survived.
So, suck it, lung disease!
You're not the boss of me.

I love Bounty commercials.

I remember 4 years ago this time when I felt that I was being picked on my some of the members here. Those members are long gone, now.