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Your telling me you sound whiny?

LOL you don't read my post do you?

You do however sound 14 no offense, you should care less about what people think of you however I am sorry something happened to your cat.

There is irony in me telling you this though since I seem to care what people think as well so maybe I am 14 too,

Still I hate the fact I did damage to people more then what they think,

I don't mean that in a invalidating way, its just things that bother you at a young age will not bother you as an adult, that is what I meant to be clear. It sucks to be where you are and it sucks to be where I am. I am sure when I am older I won't have the thoughts I do now, its a normal process of life and is very valid.

I made myself some coffee when my mum was sleeping. I want that energy that I used to have back.

Break time's over!
Never mind the funny screwed up blurry moon from my perspective. Never mind that I'm still twitching after drinking about 2½ cups of coffee. Never mind this phone being annoying by suddenly closing the keyboard while I type. Never mind the fact that it's 4AM and I refuse to go to sleep. Never mind the neighbor's kitten being loud. (I REALLY don't mind this one )

After the baby hexagons, I'll just annoy my mom in her sleep. Maybe play with her electric rod. (A self-defense weapon, the one that can also doubles as a flashlight.)

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I meant... Well, I managed to get a grip on reality right before I joined this site, and before that... The line between real and not real was a bit... Smudged. I wasn't seeing things or anything, but I thought the rivals from Pokemon X/Y were real people, they were just, like online or something. It was like I actually knew them. And then Calem, around when he would challenge you in Coumarine City, well, you get it. I really wish he was real, but whatever. He would just think of me as a weirdo anyway.

I remember staying up late and listening to Classic Rock my first month of college. I'd be laying in bed with my headphones on. That was back in the days when those stations played real Classic Rock from the 60s, 70s and 80s.

Hi Thee CockneyRebel, how are you doing this afternoon?

As sweet as the sweetest pea in the garden.

I admire anyone with Autism that doesn't pull the trigger,

CockneyRebel, I try my best to live my life yet, having someone whom does not understand what it is like to be autistic such as my mom does not help. Basically the traditional manner of finding a job is not going to work for me yet, trying to explain that to my mom winds up causing chaos. As well as the fact, there are many things I'm potentially capable of doing if given the chance yet, somehow my mom thinks I should only do what I've done in the past occupational wise. I'm tired of doing the same old thing and would like to try something new with having some structure so, I feel comfortable but at the same time learning something new.

Physically = Stressed
Mentally = Hyper
Emotionally = Daring

... Is.. Is this a good idea???

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I think I am going to be okay. Everything is going to be okay. I am going to be okay.
....Me and my monumentally slow Internet connection.

I wasted my morning with sleep... Tsky.

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