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syzygyish
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02 Jan 2010, 5:53 am

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I'm overwhelmed, discouraged and also frightened of being persecuted because of my history of trauma and because of my disability as well which has somehow managed to happen to me time and again. I don't understand why it has happened and I'm tired of being traumatized again and again in one way or another. I don't believe I will ever belong anywhere. I shouldn't have to feel frightened to say what has happened to me, but I am. At best, I have been shunned all my life for being different, in too many ways. I'm tired of trying to belong. I don't belong and I never will.

I say, good riddance anyway. It feels less lonely being alone.


We have ALL gone through that, are going to go through that,
or are going through that, right now!

Take heart Meadow, you can share anything with us and we will understand!

I personally, have taken under my wing, an aspy who is so afraid he can't even look at this site, let alone lurk here, let alone join! :(


You are still so young and will Learn in leaps and bounds,
so much so that to us older generation you will seem to defy gravity!
And we will watch you fly overhead and say to ourselves :

"Well imagine that!
I remember her when she was just a baby!"

Meadow wrote:
I'm tired of trying to belong. I don't belong and I never will.
I say, good riddance anyway. It feels less lonely being alone.


Always remember : Being alone is your recharge time.
Take advantage of it, appreciate it,
Own it!

Then get back out there!

(in your own sweet time, of course) :wink:


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02 Jan 2010, 6:56 am

Why isn't my signature showing up? :evil:


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02 Jan 2010, 6:56 am

Oops, never mind :P


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02 Jan 2010, 7:22 am

Who said variety is dead? KFC have a SUPER variety bucket



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02 Jan 2010, 7:30 am

I've been tidying my room, and I keep finding coins. From this, I surmise that there is a Meowth wandering around my bedroom battling stuff.


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02 Jan 2010, 7:30 am

Going out with 3 friends to bowling today for my bday, but I keep getting nervous that they won't turn up, they should do but I'm paranoid 8O
I was going to have about 4/5 but one can't go and another didn't even tell me whether they're going or not and they were enthusiastic about it on MSN.


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02 Jan 2010, 7:35 am

i have an appointment with my optometrist tomorrow, i am six months overdue for a check-up and am wondering how much (if any) my prescription has changed.


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02 Jan 2010, 7:36 am

I have to go back to work on Monday :(



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02 Jan 2010, 7:38 am

I like the 60s again, and I still hate mainstream society.


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02 Jan 2010, 8:13 am

I think this thread is like a diary :
nobody ever reads it again : unless your boyfriend or your mommy finds it
Then you get really pissed off


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02 Jan 2010, 8:55 am

To err is human.
The typical human response is DERR!



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02 Jan 2010, 9:00 am

Whatever you do, don't look down the lavatory!


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02 Jan 2010, 9:35 am

Too late.



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02 Jan 2010, 9:40 am

I want to be with the sun and the moon.


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02 Jan 2010, 9:50 am

Yay, happy birthday, Monkey. :doh:

Plus quite randomly.... I'm going to hit the shower now.



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02 Jan 2010, 10:01 am

Erminea wrote:
Yay, happy birthday, Monkey. :doh:

Plus quite randomly.... I'm going to hit the shower now.


What did the shower ever do to you?