Meadow wrote:
I'm overwhelmed, discouraged and also frightened of being persecuted because of my history of trauma and because of my disability as well which has somehow managed to happen to me time and again. I don't understand why it has happened and I'm tired of being traumatized again and again in one way or another. I don't believe I will ever belong anywhere. I shouldn't have to feel frightened to say what has happened to me, but I am. At best, I have been shunned all my life for being different, in too many ways. I'm tired of trying to belong. I don't belong and I never will.
I say, good riddance anyway. It feels less lonely being alone.
We have ALL gone through that, are going to go through that,
or are going through that, right now!
Take heart Meadow, you can share anything with us and we will understand!
I personally, have taken under my wing, an aspy who is so afraid he can't even look at this site, let alone lurk here, let alone join!
You are still so young and will Learn in leaps and bounds,
so much so that to us older generation you will seem to defy gravity!
And we will watch you fly overhead and say to ourselves :
"Well imagine that!
I remember her when she was just a baby!"
Meadow wrote:
I'm tired of trying to belong. I don't belong and I never will.
I say, good riddance anyway. It feels less lonely being alone.
Always remember : Being alone is your recharge time.
Take advantage of it, appreciate it,
Own it!
Then get back out there!
(in your own sweet time, of course)
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Be kinder than necessary for everyone is fighting some kind of battle
-Jaleb