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I think I'm falling in love with the Russian word "Снег", meaning snow. Lately, the most beautiful girls just can't compare.

I've had a runny nose since Christmas.
If I go outside, my runniness freezes to my nose.

Not single anymore.... OH YH!! ! giggity giggity goo!!

Wow!
Post a pic!

i can drink lots of orange juice with no bad reaction, but grapefruit juice makes me throw up every time.

I'm going to clean my apartment tomorrow and pack away the Christmas decorations. It's time for me to move on.

I think I'm slowly slipping back into misogyny as if it were a suit of armor made out of unobtanium.

Ermm, hehe. If you think 400 is wow I'd better not shock you with the total number I have made over the last few years

Anyway there is a purpose for them all : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Thousand_origami_cranes

And I've just realised I've been stringing them all wrong .

Not much going on right now.

Sometimes I wonder if I might be partialy schizophrenic, I spend a great deal of the time coming up with plausabilities of fictional subjects and making up characters. I am getting slightly worried as at times I feel I could slip myself into beliving these false things or that these characters' personalites I have in my head could become split personalities. I am aware of it, and obviously crazy people are not aware that anything is wrong, my uncle was even more normal then me when he was younger, but now, well he is very quiet and schizophrenic.

I wonder if it is normal to feel like being on the edge of madness, despite being especialy aware. Maybe it just a way for my mind to have small escapes from my quite, oddball and moralistic demenor. Like I feel I could make myself more sociable by taking on a more sociable personality, I remember how my personality was like when I was on some meds and I think I could replicate it and replace my normal self. I am probably just crazy even thinking of creating these new personalities.

On a saner note I figured out how to use the webcam on my new laptop and have been trying to become aware of how my traits appear to others. I also learnt I have a quite strong Australian accent and I sound more pomperous then I thought, I think I know now why my dad and mum get angry with me when I try to be a smart alec. I kind of hate myself for some reason, I just look like such an @$$hole.

I am not really hungry today.

I am.

I am a bit sleepy, though.

My kids are in school. My husband is at work (in a school). This is the first time in eleven days that I have been alone in my house and I love this more than words can say. I know I should be cleaning or cooking or doing something more than sitting here enjoying the quiet, but the calm in here is so nice that I think I am just going to sit here and enjoy it some more.

I'm at my parents house.