18 Oct 2016, 1:25 am
18 Oct 2016, 1:30 am
I didn't either,
I am screwed up in the head, I feel about 13 most days. I am clueless as to how to proceed since I have made a complete mess of things. I want my early childhood back actually, I was straight up glued to my Gameboy Color. Nothing better then that
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 1:40 am
Well said jrjones.
People at work have put me on a pedestal because of what I can do with programming and I've got to admit, sometimes I like to look back over some of the stuff that I've written and it even blows my mind with what I've written and what you can do with coding but I'm not smart. It's just because I have Asperger's that I can program like this and I am wicked smart in non conventional ways which blows people away sometimes with the solutions I come up with to problems but I can also be very naive, stupid/slow, different and I'm always waiting for the moment that that turns around and bites me publicly in the arse and people see that I'm just a good programmer due to Autism but dumb in lots, if not most other ways.
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 1:52 am
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 1:55 am
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 3:07 am
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 3:09 am
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 3:59 am
I didn't either,
I am screwed up in the head, I feel about 13 most days. I am clueless as to how to proceed since I have made a complete mess of things. I want my early childhood back actually, I was straight up glued to my Gameboy Color. Nothing better then that
I'm not but i do want my childhood back too.
i never gave a damn about what people thought of me back then. I still dont but it did seem easier back then. Probably because i was mostly oblivious to what others thought about me.
Growing up has taught me through experience what NT's really think about you and it came as a real shock to me.
I thought people were the same as me. I never judged anyone. I never thought they were strange. I knew I was different but I spent a lot of time alone which suited me to a T but best of all, in hindsight, people left me alone. In fact, I earned a certain amount of leeway by being different and thinking on a different plain to others.
I never learned any of this stuff until i got older.
I had NO IDEA all this petty s**t was going on in the minds of everyone else around me. It was a real culture shock. But worse, because I was what I thought I was, was in my own culture.
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 4:02 am
18 Oct 2016, 4:50 am
18 Oct 2016, 4:51 am
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 4:53 am
18 Oct 2016, 5:02 am
18 Oct 2016, 5:06 am
ImAnAspie
Veteran
Joined: 15 Oct 2013
Gender: Female
Posts: 7,686
Location: Erra (RA 03 45 12.5 Dec +24 28 02)
18 Oct 2016, 5:07 am
I've known you for a fair while now.
You are among them.
You juggle very well.
You make me happy
Asparagi?
18 Oct 2016, 5:16 am
| Similar Topics | |
|---|---|
|
Do you see random images in your mind’s eye?
in Bipolar, Tourettes, Schizophrenia, and other Psychological Conditions |
11 Dec 2024, 12:08 pm |
| Random Discussion - Parents |
Yesterday, 10:04 pm |
| Does anyone find random things funny/laugh randomly? |
11 Oct 2024, 11:44 pm |
