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I was too young for it all to be over when I was 30, and now I'm nearly 50, it's really getting too late and much worse.

For the past 10 years or more, I just want some of what everyone else is getting and takes for granted.

Is it any wonder I feel estranged from this world and it's people?!

I'm not being included!

Despite all my efforts, I'm actively being excluded.

But every woman has the right to say "No" and I get that.

But when EVERY woman says "No" it starts to seem like a concerted effort and whether it is or not, (which I know it's not - it's just that none of them want me), the ENTIRE, BIG ANSWER is N O ! !

I can't believe it. The Cubs are one win away from the World Series!

Can they do it, or will the so called Cubs Curse strike again?

On the other hand, the Cleveland Indians have their own curse: The Curse of Rocky Colavito.

I just poured my heart out and that is the best you can follow up with?

Thanks for the feelings kyle

I hope the Indians eat the cubs!

And the Indians die of cub poisoning!

Hey, whoa, that's not necessary. I am allowed to post in this thread as well.

And you really ought to post something like that in the haven.

random playing to other songs.
http://www.soundclick.com/player/single ... 70018&q=hi


http://www.soundclick.com/player/single ... 69913&q=hi

like i don't know this is good i thinkish.
http://www.soundclick.com/player/single ... 69897&q=hi

so does one just "show off"? or does one say what is in one's heart?.
i just don't have any "heart" to speak of except for my actual one, and that just goes "thump thump thump". there is not much to talk about there, unless i make a song while listening to the thumping, but i would become paranoid that if i changed tempo, my heartbeat would change accordingly and i may go into some sort of atrial fibrillation..

can music compensate for an empty heart?
most people who ever meet me in the shops would never know i have this musicality about me.

they think i am just a stupid man who dresses shabbily and is not friendly. so f**k huh?

I thought you were a friend. and normal people who don't even know you are supposed to have some thread of caring, even if just feigned - but to uncompassionately follow my pain up with sports.. that's a no no.

Even the hardest of people could work that out.

This is my only home.

I don't have anyone else in life who cares - and you just reaffirmed that!

Thanks. How about a bit of common sense and sensitivity?!?!

Besides, I was hoping to hear back from one of my real friends.

I'm not the first and only to bring up personal cares and real concerns here about true life.

Perhaps you're not used to my thread, Random!

I am flying through the sky, pretending that I am a bird.....
An object in the wind perhaps, the wind is nice.....
*suddenly, I stop flying and land safely*

Dear ImAnAspie sir, I'd like to say that you have shown not only brutal honesty in declaring what you find vastly unpleasant literally speaking, No, I don't feel anyone should be marginalized or minimized for whatever difficulties they go through.

I am speechless after that rant ImAnAspie,

However...

I have not had one sexual relationship relate to drug use, in fact it seems women despise drug use in men. Get in a relationship with any woman and tell them you are on drugs and they are gone. No woman wants to raise their children in a family that disrespects the law. You can have relationships or you can have drugs, those two can't seem to coexist and if they do, they don't last. Personally I know my choice.

Last edited by dcj123 on 21 Oct 2016, 9:24 am, edited 1 time in total.

Well, I'm avoided by the people here, and my crush doesn't want me. There's nothing I can do. I want to be *craved* by someone. I want to be held tightly, and kissed, and told that I'm important and their whole world to them.

But, it's never going to happen with him. I give up.

I don't feel like posting anymore.

What the hell, this country is going to hell,

Get me citizenship in the UK and I'll come be an a mute boyfriend you can just set in front of a computer and use when you need attention.

I have a lot money

I'll state for the record like ImAnApsie, I've not been in any relationship be it romantic or platonic in 15years now though, I've damned try on a sincere level.