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16 Nov 2016, 8:02 pm

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I have a really tempting choice that would make me grant all my realistic wishes, that I could live a full and happy life. But the only thing that holds me back from doing it is my conscience. :x


The good part of your conscience is saying to you, stay on the white line in the middle of the road and don't cross into traffic and danger

My conscience is so paranoid, it doesn't see a white line in the middle of the road as a safe line, but the whole road is the danger. :x
It's not anxiety since there's no tensions, there's no 'what ifs risks'. More like this stupid easily but seriously unnecessary feeling of guilt if I ever step on the road to begin with.


:( I hate my conscience. I would rather deal with anxiety than this conscience when it comes to indecision.


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16 Nov 2016, 8:07 pm

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I have a really tempting choice that would make me grant all my realistic wishes, that I could live a full and happy life. But the only thing that holds me back from doing it is my conscience. :x


The good part of your conscience is saying to you, stay on the white line in the middle of the road and don't cross into traffic and danger

My conscience is so paranoid, it doesn't see a white line in the middle of the road as a safe line, but the whole road is the danger. :x
It's not anxiety since there's no tensions, there's no 'what ifs risks'. More like this stupid easily but seriously unnecessary feeling of guilt if I ever step on the road to begin with.

We all have choices to make often ones that makes use feel less than human at times, though not in a literal sense mind you.


:( I hate my conscience. I would rather deal with anxiety than this conscience when it comes to indecision.


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16 Nov 2016, 8:19 pm

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I have a really tempting choice that would make me grant all my realistic wishes, that I could live a full and happy life. But the only thing that holds me back from doing it is my conscience. :x


The good part of your conscience is saying to you, stay on the white line in the middle of the road and don't cross into traffic and danger

My conscience is so paranoid, it doesn't see a white line in the middle of the road as a safe line, but the whole road is the danger. :x
It's not anxiety since there's no tensions, there's no 'what ifs risks'. More like this stupid easily but seriously unnecessary feeling of guilt if I ever step on the road to begin with.

We all have choices to make often ones that makes use feel less than human at times, though not in a literal sense mind you.


:( I hate my conscience. I would rather deal with anxiety than this conscience when it comes to indecision.

I'm more than ready to take any consequences and punishment. And I would rather deal with those things.
I would rather be less human as long as I get a breathing space from guilt and be as less needy or wanting.


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16 Nov 2016, 8:24 pm

Edna3362 wrote:
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I have a really tempting choice that would make me grant all my realistic wishes, that I could live a full and happy life. But the only thing that holds me back from doing it is my conscience. :x


The good part of your conscience is saying to you, stay on the white line in the middle of the road and don't cross into traffic and danger

My conscience is so paranoid, it doesn't see a white line in the middle of the road as a safe line, but the whole road is the danger. :x
It's not anxiety since there's no tensions, there's no 'what ifs risks'. More like this stupid easily but seriously unnecessary feeling of guilt if I ever step on the road to begin with.

We all have choices to make often ones that makes use feel less than human at times, though not in a literal sense mind you.


:( I hate my conscience. I would rather deal with anxiety than this conscience when it comes to indecision.

I'm more than ready to take any consequences and punishment. And I would rather deal with those things.
I would rather be less human as long as I get a breathing space from guilt and be as less needy or wanting.



Understood Edna, completely understood.
<recreates a scene from a movie, where horse drawn carriage arrives ready to take Edna to her continuing journey>


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16 Nov 2016, 8:46 pm

It's so dark outside that you can cut the blackness with a knife.


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16 Nov 2016, 8:48 pm

CockneyRebel, you describe it like the setting of some ominous horror movie being directed by Stephen King or book written by Edgar Allan Poe


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16 Nov 2016, 8:51 pm

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CockneyRebel, you describe it like the setting of some ominous horror movie being directed by Stephen King or book written by Edgar Allan Poe


I've always been told that I have an interesting way of putting things.


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16 Nov 2016, 9:07 pm

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CockneyRebel, you describe it like the setting of some ominous horror movie being directed by Stephen King or book written by Edgar Allan Poe


I've always been told that I have an interesting way of putting things.


I found your descriptiveness to be quite refreshing by all accounts


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17 Nov 2016, 2:05 pm

If you want to talk to people but feel nervous just f**k everything and do it. If you believe you are f****d you actually do better because your not being held back by 'what if they make fun of me' or other people's views of you.



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17 Nov 2016, 2:26 pm

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If you want to talk to people but feel nervous just f**k everything and do it. If you believe you are f****d you actually do better because your not being held back by 'what if they make fun of me' or other people's views of you.


People these days seem to let that hold them back. We live in a very judgmental world. It seems that it's hard not to be considered weird or awkward by other people these days.


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17 Nov 2016, 2:37 pm

The origins of my username, hint- this room is green. You might just find me.


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17 Nov 2016, 3:01 pm

One has nozzle and can aim well. The other doesn't and looks and smells like their father hit them there with an axe.

Why do you have such super egos just because you've got a stinky hole? It's putrid!

They just lie about it, to get what they want.

Make no mistake. Is disgusting and putrid. You know it. We know it. We just like how it feels but if we really told you what we think of it, you'd vomit! (You should)

But if most men told the truth, week then, they wouldn't get very far, would they?


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17 Nov 2016, 3:22 pm

I didn't realize I'm still afraid of talking to people. :oops:


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17 Nov 2016, 3:32 pm

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I didn't realize I'm still afraid of talking to people. :oops:


I'm not good with doing interviews that I can be specific about


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17 Nov 2016, 4:18 pm

I just painted my nails a pretty pink color!


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17 Nov 2016, 5:09 pm

Edna3362 wrote:
I have a really tempting choice that would make me grant all my realistic wishes, that I could live a full and happy life. But the only thing that holds me back from doing it is my conscience. :x


How full a life is it if you're guilty anyway? Of course, I hope you find a way to live a fuller life without doing anything nefarious. :)

NurseAngela, hugs, your tummy trouble sounds like a real pain. Feel better soon. :)

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Sometimes the people who cause you pain are the people who are in pain themselves.



you are wise.


I agree. :) It's so interesting how some pass their pain onto others while some use it as a motivator to be good to others. It's more than just good and evil though. I suspect that at least some of the worst offenders would be better people if they'd had different life experiences.

DCJ, horrible that someone tried to break into your apartment. Glad you're OK.