I wish you guys would seem more real to me. I see you interacting with each other and I wonder how you do it. Do you PM each other? I tried that and I always end up sounding like a complete weirdo. I stress out and seem to become another person. That's why I don't answer your PMs. I can't trust myself to be me, even though I really want to talk to you. How can I expect you to be real when I'm not?
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It's like I'm sleepwalking