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Kuraudo, that sucks you're so exhausted. Shame those Pokemon restoration moves aren't real, right?

Ironic random thought: why the hell is my best friend calling me the most while I'm still fighting this cough and am the least able to chat? Isn't that always the way? Aside from choking on every other word, I'm getting really tired really easily. You can imagine how I sound now, having just ended a 20-minute phone call.

Those wh love to be feared, feared to be loved.

I am demonized b/c I don't socialize and I don't socialize b/c I' demonized.

Hence how limited I am when it comes to being up for interaction.

My neurology makes it so that interacting with ppl is an aggravating ordeal even once the effort from my no-talent body at doing menial work is hurdled over.----it's enough that I would even put the question of relationships and possiblities 'out of the question'---I can 'shoehorn' in my old pornography viewing problem, but I don't care to elaborate on it.

I don't quite like clerics and I mean to go to 'spiritual counseling' if only the basis of actually revealing in a more 'topic relevant' forum what I think about spirituality with a diminished 'rancor'.

D--- this homework, a barely passing mark, a 30% attached exam which makes things all the more annoying while having to put up with an instructor who has a few other similarities to some one who detrimentally impacted my life aside from the 'unpleasant-ish personality and like ~2 yrs away from retirement' thing. Etc,etc,etc.

~"B/c knowing the cause won't change...", I can see as even applying to how likely I am to doing homework while not feeling too well since Wednesday.
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Differences between being 'annoyed' b/c of narcissism (ex. a former ex-crush and a poser math teacher I knew) and a difference between being 'annoyed' b/c of how easily things 'set you off' when you have such a d--- aggravatingly meager amount of energy and/or motivation to do anything.

Etc,etc,etc.

OH MY GOD GUYS LOOK AT THIS! !! !! !


This is the first time I ever drew something on my iPad or anything else that's not paper and it actually looks half decent! I am sooooooooo happy right now!!

Thank you...

I am never going back to that university for next semester. I honestly think that if I did, I would die there.

Why?

^I truly can't stand it there. It's a horrible environment for me to be in, just like high school was.

You mean with it being really noisy and people not understanding you and constantly being rushed from point A to B and you constantly get the feeling your suffocating?

^There's more than that, amazingly enough. My residence room feels like a cage, I barely take care of myself, I don't clean myself, I don't eat enough/what I can eat is limited, I have absolutely no interest in studying, education, society, and no one can keep up with me/understand me so I get low marks, every week I go back I scream 'no no I can't go back' in my head, I constantly think 'I can't stay here anymore, this is it, I have to get out', and on and on and on.

Oh. Thats terrible, I wish I could help you...

Here! This might cheer ya up! These kindsa videos always make me happy.

The look on Mew's face.
Speaking of Jirachi, did you see what I posted earlier?

^Yes, I did. Jirachi is one of my favourites.

Time for an animated version of the Elements Song.