kraftiekortie wrote:
I’ve been watching “Fathering Autism.” Abbie is a trip!
Yes she makes me smile. My team an I joke that I’m her loneliest fan. I know, strange a 27 year old has to be pulled away from these videos. I find a connection to her in a way. I just cannot describe it well.
Seeing her smile and having a loving, caring family (something I never had growing up unless you count my support team later in life) Abbie video are like cocaine to me as to say when I have them I’m on top of the world when I Don’t have them I come crashing down pretty hard. As part of my recent lyrics to a song go: “...I’m not afraid to cry from this Abigail sickness...”. But seriously I need to kick the Abigail Lorraine habit for everyone’s sake.
I have gone too far. She’s my wallpaper on my mobile, I have a basic contact card for her (first, middle, and last name, city, state, birthdate, age (I get a yearly reminder on 05/12 through CRM, outlook, and my mobile (thinking about taking the day off next year to celebrate)) eye color, and other internal notes). As I watch the videos I’m taking notes and updating either on MobileCM OR going into her Customer Global Jacket on our CRM at work (yes, she’s got a jacket in our CRM that I created) and updating. I spend hours a day on this enjoying the videos and taking all the data and getting it in the right fields.
I know that if something happens to me that’s an adverse event (e.g. In a psych ward with my iPad taken away from me in spite of a doctors note), there’s ALWAYS an Abbie video (or several) on the other side. Waiting for me to make me happy once again. As without them such adverse events would be too much to handle
I know I’ve lost it.
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Thanks:
Ashley B.:
- feel free to send a PM
- more than likely on a mobile device