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I just watched Back to the Future I and II

toyota is going for the "constipated predator" look in their new cars, i see.

I always feel good after coffee.

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The Canadian Football League - What We're Made Of

Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

"I ain't partners with nobody with nails that long." - Fresh Prince, Nightmare on My Street

When the lawn needs mowing it's got to be done.

I think I'm losing it. I can't stop crying and I feel like I'm going to throw up. The more upset I get Waldo just keeps throwing up everywhere. Pa's a mess. Totally confused out of his mind because of the infection, in restraints cause he keeps trying to pull at everything and he keeps yelling for his mother. The woman was a real b***h in life so I don't know why he'd even want her around. This infection could be what kills him.

Then the damn Internet is down and school starts Tues. The f*****g AT&T computer says there is something wrong with the connection and they can send someone out tomorrow and I don't have to be here but the computer couldn't put the work order through so I had to talk to a person who I couldn't even f*****g understand because of their GD accent! Get a f*****g person who can speak English for Christ's sake! Then he said I'm supposed to be here waiting for the technician between 8am and 8 pm. f**k that! I'll be a little tied up at the damn hospital with someone who's probably dying. So they can just screw themselves! F'n SOB 'S. I can't take this anymore.

I can't go to the hospital today. I'm sick. As soon as I woke up I started crying uncontrollably. There's no way I can keep it together enough and my eyes are too swollen. I can't get what I saw yesterday out of my mind. In all of my 15 years in nursing, I've never seen a grown man call for his mother like Pa did. It was pitiful. I can't go through that again. I only met the woman (my grandmother and his mother) once and she was a real b***h. I was only 5 and my brother 9 and she said she didn't care to see us again. Even now at my age, I can remember how she acted like we were an inconvenience. The way Pa was calling for her yesterday just haunts me. I can't get over it. It sounded like he was calling her and she wasn't giving him any attention making him just call for her more. I just want to try to forget it but I can't. It makes me physically ill. Waldo is just starting to not throw up so I have to try to keep it together. If he sees me crying he starts throwing up again.

Another warm day....

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LIONS-STAMPEDERS-ELKS-ROUGHRIDERS-BLUE BOMBERS-TIGER-CATS-ARGONAUTS-REDBLACKS-ALOUETTES

The Canadian Football League - What We're Made Of

Feel free to talk to me, if you wish.

Every day is a gift- cherish it!

"A true, true friend helps a friend in need."

Never lose compassion to classism when the cosmos is calling..

Kitty hugs for anyone feeling miserable today.