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Hyper-awareness sucks.
Not all the time. But right now.
God damn it.

I live in one of the wrong countries some of the time.

I should be somewhere I can sleep.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

If I can take chaos from the outside, and head on. And I had been doing so longer than half of my lifetime.

Why not from the inside?

I know it'll be vastly different. The whole thing will be a completely a different trial.
It's a trial I had failed and passed.
I'm still waiting for a major one.


If I fail that trial, should I aim to be untouchable and powerful or remain strong and resilient? Hmm...

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Chaos from the inside has my respect too.

I go anywhere you need to talk about that.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

I'm envious that I'm not "genius" enough to be hyper-aware.

I tend to revert to apathy when I do have illuminating moments. I'd be a great writer if I could remember my dreams.

I want to go to the movie theater.

It's 2:20am Friday morning here in Sydney and I've got to go to work this morning and I can't sleep (again).

Damn anxiety and depression! Co-morbids of AS are bastards!

Sometimes, I'm so overloaded, I just can't leave the house to face the world!

Sensory overload. Social fears! etc.

What a wonderful existence!

If only those at work knew what I was suffering with internally

I put on the NT act and look normal on the outside but it's exhausting and I'm getting awfully burned out on the inside.

I think I'm going to start referring to my farts as air tulips and panty burps.

^That's actually not a first if I remember correctly.

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"Standing on a well-chilled cinder, we see the fading of the suns, and try to recall the vanished brilliance of the origin of the worlds."
-Georges Lemaitre
"I fly through hyperspace, in my green computer interface"
-Gem Tos

ImAnAspie: Boo[-chan] and I send kitty hugs to you and Boo.

Having a tablet's battery died on me right before I post something seriously ruined my mood.

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Worst unholy alliance ever.

I think I monolouge on way too much.