What is wrong with people in our town?

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I went to school. I was different. They started to hate me because i was weird. And now 7 years later they keep hating and bullying me because i am weird?? C'mon that is so ret*d. I don't get this kind of people. What is going on in their minds? Why they do this?

My mother had a difficult life when she came to live to grandparents place. They abused her and made her suffer, because they didn't like her? Simply is that it? i am going to lose faith in humanity. Why is the bigger population of people this stupid? They start to hate people because they are different. I really do not remember ANYTHING i have done to the people who bully me. I was always quiet and never talking and harming anyone. But some people just can't keep to themselves and they start doing weird stuff.

So yesterday i was at my mothers place. I went back to home(grandparents place) before the darkness came. So today my mother told me that some children around town were throwing plums onto the window of hers. My mother was afraid that they will brake it, so she went after them and found out that there were about 10 teenagers(ret*d isn't it?).(Ten teenagers and still they cannot make up anything better to do, only to screw people that THEY do not like. They never like anything different, they get scared of it? So they have to show how tough they are? On innocent people?

So my mother told me that she followed some of the children into their home and told their parents that their children were throwing plums(and these plums were stolen from her yard) onto her window to brake it. Now she is waiting if they show up again. I guess she should call the police ?

I only hope that the police were not corrupt. Like: .."eww.. it's that woman who wanted to kill herself.. people were talking this and this about her." " I guess the children did the right thing." "hehehehe." I just know how many people in this small town do not like us. Well there are good people too who like to help people with hard life.

Well, this kind of behavior towards people makes me sick and brings some psychotic thoughts into my head. I hope that i will NEVER act out on my crazy thoughts on them. People are stupid.

Are these children allowed to do this to us? Because our family is poor, different and have had a difficult life?

1. Wow, you have any? I never had much at all, it's like I saw through them at early age. I always thought people were stupid, an annoyance, even in nursery school, and this was years before anyone bullied me. I don't know when I lost what little I might have had but I know I had no in elementary school.

2. I don't know why, but most people are. Ignorant, prejudiced and acting on it. This is not specific for your town, skonamis. I don't know where you live, but it's like that here, too, and any other place as well, judging from posts on this site.

3. I can relate, I've entertained fantasies like that on and off since age 9, when they started bullying me. Since I get quite enough cr** still, from arbitrary kids and teens, these fantasies come and go. I find them very therapeutic. Getting even in your thoughts sure beats kicking yourself over it.

Just make sure you let it stay in your thoughts. If you were to do anything it wouldn't just be wrong and illegal, you can also be sure that you'd get all the blame, not those who provoked you into it. No one will even raise a finger against them.

There have been many incidents the last years where a teenager has taken a gun to school and massacred students and teachers. I do not condone of their actions at all, but I definitely understand them and their despair. When the experts later talk about how to prevent it happening again they mention controlling what students bring with them to school, investigate lockers and be on the lookout for loners, and they completely dodge the real issue: Tell the other brats to leave these children alone! AFAIK, all of the shooters had been bullied by the others. I remember especially one case. It was soon clear that he had been bullied and ridiculed. Yet his family went to the news and asked for forgiveness, saying they were horrified by their son's actions. I got sick by that one. They should have been in the faces of the teachers and principal, saying "Why the hell didn't you help our boy while there was still time?"

I have always enjoyed writing and when I need to, I write a story that is only about getting back at the tormentors. I find it very helpful. Playing a beat 'em up game can also feel wonderful.
Could an outlet like these help you deal a bit with the frustration?

Is there any way you and your mom can move from that place?
A new place would give you a chance to start over where no one knew your past, and maybe you'd at least get less harrassed. I assume you live in a small place? Big cities are better, more anonymous, new people (or tormentors) moving in and out around you all the time.

The really sad thing is that was exacly the same thought that ran though my mind when I read it too, I wonder how long ago it was I lost faith? Having the motto "Life sucks." in 5:th grade is kind of bad...


Mainly because they always avoid looking into themselves and see what they are doing. Empathy my ass...


Indeed.


Yepp, always remeber that the laws are made to protect criminals from revange.


No, because then they would have to face the fact that they didn't do anything either, it's much easier to blame the dead.


Of course they are, no one care and since no one speaks up, it's allowed. (Wow, that's cold even to come from me! )